-Friday, November 13, 2009-12:51 PM Y
This post is strictly for my dear
Thx dear for spending wif me yday
Every hour, every minute, every second, every moment
is precious to me
Your exam is coming soon
As I say, no meeting during this perk season of your life
I will definitely missed you
And you will missed me
But exam is more important
After exam is your CA
So mus jia you k
I dun noe wad's da life as a uni student
But it's definitely not so easy and smooth-sailing like poly life
1 month and 22 days
Next Sun will b our 2mth more
I'm still thinking whether we should meet
I dun wish that u neglect your studies bcuz of me
I wan to let u know
Da ring you bought for me is nice
It is da connection to our future
Lastly
I love you, dear
-Wednesday, November 11, 2009-1:17 PM Y
outing wif bestie was great yday... KERLYN CHEONG JIAHUI <3 class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre">
haha... went out n meet them at a rather late timing... I was not feeling well... den go shop for some clothes... well... Wari was my advisor for clothes. hehe... den me n watch each bought 2 watch. we r nt crazy... we r CUTE! haha... den after tat went to mos burger to eat! camera-ing as usual... playing wif sauce too~ :P :P :P hehe... den jiu go take n neoprint! it was fun~~~~~ den chat a while b4 walking back to ps to take mrt/bus home~
TO my 2 other beloved 1988s babies, life was a joy wif u 2 around. nv fail to give mi opinions cheer mi up, haf fun wif me and even bcum siao wif me when we 3 r around... in future, let's hope tat tis friendship will remain as now, hand in hand, brain in brain, we will keep this friendship going...
-Friday, November 6, 2009-12:05 PM Y
I dun noe I shld b happy or shld b sad... indeed I went out wif 3 guys(Calvin & xiaolong) den mx yday...
Meet Calvin n xiaolong to celebrate Calvin's 25! Well, we have not meet for nearly a yr. Last time I saw him was at JB wif shuyi n da rest... I like da way hanging out wif Calvin, no stress n I can say wadeva I wan... no stress of been insulted and aso he will realli treat me as though I'm his gal. we went to guan yin miao to pray n realised tat yday was guan yin dan. well... crowded... but nvm lor... in da end we go buy his bday present, a DKNY perfume n he aso bought mi a little chicken to hug. haha... I like da way it feel when I hug it... it's special... anyway, Calvin haf to go home quite early tis time round... so nv realli haf much time with him.
after meeting n sending them back, went to meet dear at clementi bus interchange. I'm not been a 2-timer... jus tat both of them r free on da same day.
we take 166 to harbour front. den went to tis shop which I barred him from entering. well... I wan tat ring tat I used to buy... me n yee do shared this ring previously, jus tat i lost it. I <3 da design n da way it hook onto my finger. but sad to say, they no longer carried tat ring. freaking sian abt tis... den we go to vivo city which is next door n hopefully to catch some nice movie... but disappointment again... da movie I wan to watch does not aired over there... so after some discussion, we decided to head to cineleisure to catch da movie I wan. well... everytime I wan to watch da movie, he always dun wan but in da end aso acc me to watch. dun noe it's nice of him or wad. anyway, watch "My galfriend is an agent". seriously, it's a god damn nice show... I can't stop laughing n it's da 1st movie I stay throughout w/o gg to toilet. hehe... n of cuz hugging my little chicken was enjoying during da movie...
anyway, after da movie... we went for a walk b4 sitting down our ngee ann city for a chat. well... had some arugement. he was not pleased wif me hanging out wif Calvin, but my conscience stay clear. u not happy I aso cannt do anything. at least I'm been frank wif u... tis is my stand. I dun mind hanging out wif my guy-friend even though I'm in a relationship. I'm not been flirt or been bitch. well... up to individual to comment on this. I jus felt it's my freedom to hang out wif whoever I wan to. n b4 we r together, u let me hang out wif Wari as he's my bestie friend. n furthemore, tis is wad we r.... hack care each other's life. I already xi guan da way u treated me. u hardly care n bother abt my life n so do i. I know u r jealous over me hanging out wif Calvin, but wad can I say now? I realli dun noe...
I realli hate da way u called yourself, "ge" to me. If u realli wan to remain as a "ge" to me, y bother to b in a relationship. I dun noe wad tis meant to u, but it certainly dun mean any good thing to me. I realli hate tis word a lot... but u can't seem to bother. If "ge"is realli wad u wan us to b... den we shared remain in a bro-sis relationship. I realli lost n confused by u... mr lao ren jia. I dun noe y bcuz of this, tis morning, I can cry so much. tears jus flow naturally when I think abt tis.... I hate it so much...
U asked me wad r u to me... u say I'm ur galfriend... but I dun feel it at all... I wan to tel u I aso treat u as my boyfriend n it's my dear.. but da words jus wun come out of my mouth... I dun noe y. I hate da way u ignore me when u r busy wif ur works. I hate da way there's no care and concern between da 2 of us. I hate da way my tears will drop when there is no contact between da 2 of us. I realli hate it. Yes, I did doubt on you b4. wonder wad am I to u? wonder y there is no communication between da 2 of us. Wonder if it's my wrong, my mistake. But it's not pointing at me... u r tis type of guy... once again... my heart is 1/2 dead...
-Sunday, November 1, 2009-1:40 AM Y
my tis post is nth much... jus wanna wish bestie a happy 25th bday!!!!
MR CALVIN, WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR NEARLY 3YRS LE... THOUGH WE USED TO B COUPLE, BUT TILL NOW, WE REMAIN AS GOOD FRIENDS... NVM ABT DA PAST... JUS WANNA TELL U TAT U WILL B MY FRIENDS 4EVA N WE DO KNOW TAT WAD WE R TO EACH OTHER, PURE FRIENDSHIP IS WAD WE SHARED...
ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY ON 011109~
AH GIRL~
-Saturday, October 31, 2009-1:12 AM Y
super not happy recently... n da 2 thing tat make me happy is da contact of 2 friends...
wednesday is my worst day of tis wk... 1st.. quarrel with him... den nxt... hp line kana barred as a result of not paying bills... nxt... let new cashier used my float... short 104.95... freaking sianz...
I realli hate da way u treat me, MR LAO REN JIA!!! reallii dun noe wad u thinking n u can stay contactless for a lot of days... sorry... i'm not you... I need to b contact... haiz.... broke down so many times aso no use...
anyway, got contact with MR R again... he contact me 1st... but I felt tat he's not happy... I dun care if u r reading my blog now... jus wanna tell u tat... friends shld always share things...
n aso recently... calvin called me... his bday is tml!!! wow... den we did chat. hahha... fun sia..
shall end here...
-Wednesday, October 28, 2009-10:53 AM Y
super hate da yr of 2009... missed da innocent days of my yesteryears... everything seem to b gg against me... I hate it... realli hate it...
Mr R re-appear in my life. I dun care much if he's gg to read my blog... I cried a lot yday... I dun noe y... I dun noe wad he's mind is thinking... I dun noe how to help him when he's down. he wan to keep everything to himself... I wan to help him as my friend, but he refused... dun noe wad tat guy is doing.... is it so hard to express himself or is he scare of failure if one show him kindness? I realli hate no idea wad he's thinking....
anyway, dear is preparing for his exam... so wun b meeting him for at least a wk or plus? anyway, I told him I already xi guan of tis life le... our rs is like tat... he bo chup me, I bo chup him... not reallli like couple lor... but tat's us...
nth much to blog... gg to work at 1 la...
-Friday, October 23, 2009-11:00 AM Y
I'm a happy happy gal now...
hehe... yday went out wif him after 2wks or rather 17days of not meeting him... n furthermore it was our 1st month...
Meet him at bouna vista after collecting my transcript from np... n tis time he was late... haha... nvm.. I'm nice as I was viewing my transcript n ignoring him... den take mrt to vivo city lor... He wanna watch a chinese flim tat has not aired it. and in da end, we watch a 3D cartoon tat he dun realli wan to watch. haha... no complaints for him. but he did say "Da ge" to me, which I rather pissed off, but somehow he found out immediately n shut his mouth... haha... so after da show, I thought we will go straight home, cuz btw, reach his place is around 10. but he was quite nice. He know I wan to look at da sea, so we go sit at da outside and enjoy da scenary n of cuz... debating n chatting... times passes v.fast... it was at 11.52pm, den I decided we should head home, but we can only take bus as mrt is no longer in its service at da point of time. somehow there's no bus for him, but as my bus came 1st... I board it and leaving him alone(I feel bad)... but when I reach home n bath, he msg me say he has board another bus tat goes his house... so tat's da end of our 1st month... I dun noe y I felt sweet... but I do <3 him...