-Friday, August 1, 2008-2:54 AM Y
I noe now is kinda early, 2.54am in da morning... jus chat wif a ex of mine, a gd friend... after chatting wif him, I feel very emo... dun noe y... from da way we chat, he's realli like a long lost friend of mine. I noe deep down in my heart, he's always a friend tat I longed to chat, have a nice bro... I swear tat it's only bro and sis feeling, not relationship feeling. we lost contact for nearly 3 to 5months, and I did believe tat he disappeared into da air, jus getting lost of my sight... I have not seen him for more than 1/2 yr... I noe he wun b reading my blog... but I still wan to say to him...
*AL***, while chatting wif u, I realli feel like crying... I dun noe y, I always put a strong front in front of u, but deep down in my heart, I realli hope I can lean onto you. u r a friend tat I will always remember, a friend tat I feel very comfortable with, an opposite sex friend tat will b there to listen to me, understand my unhappiness... It bottled up in my heart for a v.long time... I wanna cry, but I dun noe who to lean to... u r v.far from me, a few hundreds kilometer from me, but yet is one of da guys tat I trusted da most...
sorry abt all these, but I feeling realli down now... very emo now... dun noe y, jus feel it...
Labels: I long to have a gd friend tat can understand me...