-Tuesday, November 11, 2008-2:09 AM Y
feeling super down now... I wanna kill him, tat bastard who ruin my life... I realli hate it... I wan to stop thinking abt tat thing, but I can't... Da more I wan to run away from it, da more he contact me, making mi think abt tat problem. Da more I wan to run away from it, da more my parents wan to say... yes, my ex is realli a bastard. HBH is realli a bastard. I realli hope everything would come to a end of it... I dun wan to tok abt it anymore. can u jus bloody hell let mi get over this matter and stop rubbing oil against it? I had enough of all these. I dun noe how long I can take... but I hope as long as I can leave. I almost jus my own hands to whack my own parents... they can't jus stop. I even beg them to stop toking abt it... but y can't their mouth jus stop abt it? who is da most xin ku one here? n y u jus like to rub my sad memories with oil la? can I jus b alone? I realli cannt take it too much of all these.... I realli feel like dying, feel like jus commiting some stupid thing and get myself out of these cruel world... I need a new life... I wan to start everything again... I dun like my parents, seriously hate them at times... I wan to live on my own... can anyone jus save me from here? Labels: departing this cruel world real soon