jus came back home from work... at expo though. not tat fun while working... but after work, hitesh n maggie mee is damn funny. esp hitesh. da way he hailed for cab realli make me laugh. haha...

not in da good mood though... although working at expo realli sux at the begining... but lucky it's over now.

I do missed him n I realli do. stay-over-ed at his house on sat morning. sleep through da nite. kinda tired now, but jus now smth happened... even though he noe my blog, but i doubt he will read it

I noe he was angry with me for da birthday present tat I bought for him... n i realli dun noe he dun go there. eva since tat day he say he dun wan addias watch for his birthday present, I dun noe haf how many sleepless nite jus to think of his present. i noe tis sound stupid, but it's da fact. i realli angry myself for nt able to think a proper present for him. a failure in me. n somemore tis gift pop to me when I was working at expo. I tot tis would b a gd present for him, so i sign up. i even sign up for another person to acc him go. fine... in da end he noe da gift. he was angry. den wad u wan me to do... refund it? impossible la... wadeva la... den he suddenly lost contact. call him nv pick up. u dun no i will worry 1 is it? u missed call mi once i nv pick up, u already say things... den now, u gt think how i feel? dun think so lor... den u tell me u feel stressed, but till now u stil dun wan tell me. I make it a point to tell u wad thing happened even though I dun wan to tell u. I dun wan u to worry abt me, cuz I believe there's a pure understanding between us. den now... u behave like tat... I realli dun noe wad to say...

25o8o9... 1 of my sweetest day. I've found myself a soulmate. he understand me more than I understand myself. From him, I realised my truth self. thx a lot. I know my upcoming days will be tough, with interviews to face but I believed that I will faced it with all my effot. Nothing is gg bring me down. haha... all these words seem bright when I'm feeling good. but... tat's was my feeling is rite now. haha...

shall end here. gotta go back sch

life has been a roller coaster for me for da past few days... I noe I'm bad now... but to those ppl tat I have hurt, plz forgive me. I have no intentionally to hurt u. or I m da type of person who like to hurt ppl intentionally. those hu noe me well shld know tat I hate to hurt or anger ppl. tat's me...

no comments on da past few days... I jus haf to carry on my life, be it good, or b it bad... i'm still me. da stupid gal... I nv stop thinking tat I'm gd to certain thing. I'm getting more n more negative on my side. I wan to make da world happy. even if it's take my life, i'm still willingly to do so. but not to da extend tat i will hurt 2 different parties.

anyway, hoildaying in 11 days time. devi say it's not a hoilday. cuz singapore n msia is jus a custom away. but I hope I enjoy tis trip v.much. 1st time wif my cousin n maternal side family. haha... shld b fun. will b away frm sg for 5 days, but my leave start on da 5th, den 7th to 12.

and starting 30 aug to 8 sep(except 31st aug & 2nd sep), everyday there will b ppl having their birthday... 3 of them celebrating their 22's. 2 of them celebrating their 21st, 2 of them celebrating their 20!

haha... 1st of all is YEE! my bestest friend who live all da way in KL though her birth place is segamat. haha... so mus wish them happy bday... JJ da oink oink will b celebrating his 22nd aso... haha.. 5mth older frm me... n we were frm da same hospital. haha.. MR OINK OINK!!! sheng ri kuai le in super advance! haha.. ur bday i will b in KL. haha... nxt... da 2 21st... both aso v.long nv contact. both my kor kors... with 1 living a few blks away frm me... Irving Chaim Kai Qin n Vincent Kou. Irving in my pri sch classmates cum buddy n Vincent is my sec prefect mates. haha... last time went out wif Vincent is wif Rachel... oh god... missed little rachel so much. haha... my gan mummy birthday is aso wor... same day wif Irving. haha... not to 4get... AILI!! 20th le wor... lao le!!! haha...

shall end here le

my 139th post...

nv update tis few days... reason... struggling in suntec c4. haha...

dun ask mi anythng abt my presentation... cuz I screw up everything

yday post is of a bit depression mode...

but I managed to b happy again...

Haha... bcuz of work!!!

okay la... open counter at level 1

1st... take over farhann to go break

next, take over steffi to go break

den, open counter 5 wif zhongming. he scan I pack

finally, open POSB counter bcuz farhann is sick

n all this is jus between 4hrs of work

haha...

n bcuz of tis... I dun haf much sales to count... isn't it great...

haha...

den go home wif jenny

n sleep

he msg mi at 2plus bcuz he gt nitemare

Haha... den msg while sleep

n he finally called me at 4plus to ask mi to slp

werid n naggy...

haha...

den in da morning I need to rush my report...

overdue le...

bye...

in 1 of da best mood now...

can't help but I cried jus now...

is da past hindering me for moving forward? I haf no idea la... I wan to move forward, but I doubt my abilities...

2 different ppl can like each other, but they cannt b together... is all these bcuz of their past? or is it smth tat r blocking their ways? I haf no idea to it...

"wo xi huan ni", tis 4 simply words r of it unique meaning... it take courages to say it out n mean it. but da fact tat who can always comply to its meaning n fufil the meaning until it's later date. I doubt many can, not even myself. relationship has nv been smooth-sailing in my life. I dun noe wad's wrong wif me, but should I carry on or b nun for da rest of my life? can somebody please guide me da way to the correct path?

All I want to do now is to stay strong and carry on wif my own life...

well... nth much to blog

today is my urgent leave day... take leave to do report. haha...

fri & sat at posb counter. den fri nite-sat morning was at town wif kaien & ron. watch UP & slack at mac. haha... almost lost my wallet, but thx I found it. kaien saw mi lost my wallet & found back twice. she's my lucky star. den at 6am, decided to cab home wif kaien n ron cab home himself. haha.. waited for at least 40 mins for cab n while waiting, kana red ant bit for 3 times... sibei unlucky... as usual, i was da last to arrive home. so reach home bath plus wash hair... gr... wash hair mean i cannt slp... so sian lor... no choice... den chat on phone until 8.30am den go slp n wake up at 10am to prepare myself for work...

work wif shuyi at level 1 wif zhongming. haha.. nice... he's a nice packer... hehe... den cab home wif kaien n jiayu. c4 owe mi a total of 110 bucks of cab fare... haha.. prefer wif adhzar... can claim faster. but nvm. den was on da phone for v.long period of time. hehe... but nice chatting lor. haha.. shall update when I gt time. need to do 2 report...

I'm someone that has problems controlling her own feelings...

I shall hide all my feelings from outside...

-emo-ing in progress

da time now stated in my sis's lappy is 5.53am. yes... it's am

I have no choice to wake up early as today is my last day of attachment... can't help as I still have loads of thing not done yet... 2 report on mon n therefore need johnny quek signature... so need to do da page tat required his signature...

presentation was okay... jus tat I nv bring my ppt... wad a stupid gal i m... nevertheless, I did complete my part. haha... later daddy will drive mi to work... loads of things to b completed... dun noe if time will spare me...

anyway, after work gg to watch UP. haha... since dun noe when I watch movie. haha.... so shall watch it... hehe....

gotta end here...

erm... abt da guy I spoke last wk. I now no longer contact him. dun wish to anyway...

have not been blogging since fri... usual for me... have been bz since fri... usual for me... nv hav a gd rest in da wkend... usual for me...

well... fri after work, went to celebrate shihui's 17th bday wif kaien, wari, clare, jiayu, ain, syrafra, sham & farhan... went to lao pau sat.. cab there... quite cheap wif midnite charge... so reasonably cheap... 6.60. den reach there... we order loads of food n da bill come out to b 135... quite okay... den haf loads of photo-taking session... den cab down to cine. wanna surprised shihui, but in da end she know... n for ur info, da way we eat da cake was super funny... we nv cut it out, but we jus eat. haha... quite funny lor... den sing n sing... 1st part 30 songs worth of jay chou... den while singing, we take turn to slp, except wari n jiayu... ohya... we order tiger... haha... den da bill turn out to b 225.50(if I nv remember wrongly) and everyone is digging out their wallets n find out tat our wallet is damn empty... but lucky we managed to squeeze da last cents out... haha... den cab home wif kaien n jiayu... reach home 7am... work start at 1pm, but I reach 1.30pm. den was posted to front plaza. den somemore gt a siao 1.. realli siao... den super scary lor... den after work, go eat den jiu go home n rest...
sun... 9.50am, shuyi phoned mi n ask mi to go down to downtown... freaking boring n sianz... so was mon...

I was tagged by a lady who I have not seen for 11days, NADYA~ my jurong family~

1) Are you single or attached ?
Ans : SINGLE~

2) Do you have a person you like ?
Ans : yup... but I dun think he know

3)What is the name of your person you in love with ?
Ans : not gg to tell anyone... love for friendship gt a lot...

4)If the person you love and your mother dropped into the sea , who will you save?
Ans : gd question! I dun noe how to swim~

5)Have you hug someone before ?
Ans : Definately~

6)Do you love your parents ?
Ans : sometimes~

7)Will you hug the want you love ?
Ans : duh~

.8)Are you willinq to do anything for your boyf/girlf ?
Ans : depends on wad is it

9)Are you jealous now ?
Ans : over?

10)Who is the last person who msg you ?
Ans : HIM, last nite~

11)Who is your clique ?
Ans : random

12)Do you want babies in future ?
Ans : 2 is enough

13)Do you prefer MacDonald , long john silver or KFC ?
Ans : MAC

14)Do you sniff glue ?
Ans : I'm not tat crazy~

15)Do you smoke ?
Ans : I'm not tat insane~

16)If your boyf /girlf play 2 timer behind you , what will you do ?
Ans : ditch him & let him suffer da pain w/o me~

17)If you're rich , what will you do ?
Ans : Prepare da bridemaid costum for babe, den buy lappy, camera & w995... n lastly~ TRAVEL~

18)If the love wants held your hand , what will you do ?
Ans : let him who

19)If the want you in love , reject you , what will you do ?
Ans : let me cool down a while... n pretend nth ever happened~

20)What is your favourite character(S) ?
Ans : winnie da pooh~

21)Friendship or love ?
Ans : both~

22)Cookie monster or elmo ?
Ans : none~ WINNIE~

23)Do you use laptop or computer ?
Ans : my winnie da pooh lappy~

24)Do you like lollipop ?
Ans : nope

25)Do you have a diary ?
Ans : notebook counted?

26)there's an admirer and wont die heart , what will you do ?
Ans : ignore him

27)If you quarrel wit your boyf / girlf , and ask for a break up , what will you do ?
Ans : sad... but will talk to him

28)Are you blur ?
Ans : at times

29)If you can have your hair dye , what colour do you want it to be ?
Ans : peach red/copper red

30)Who is the last person you chatted with
Ans : sms-him
call- maytian
msn-michael

31)How many boyf / girlf have you beaten before ?
Ans : loads

32)If you boyf / girlf do not love you anymore , what will you do ?
Ans : sad lor

33)What school are you in ?
Ans : Ngee Ann Polytechnic- School of Electrical Engineering
34)Taq 10 bestie or friends to do this quiz ?
Ans : Kaien, Shihui, Clare, Eugene Syn, Babe, Sandy, Wendy, Syrafa, Wari

okay... this post shall nt talk abt him... cuz nth to talk abt...

jus reach office not long ago. haha.. was listening to yes 933 jus now and has been listening to a lot of national day song... so happy wor... haha... den saw kheng loon on da bus. we somehow chat a while. haha... quite happy tat he gt a place in NTU for ARTS(I think so). den I was thinking abt my pri sch days... so happy n so united at that point of times... den now... we r jus hi-bye friends... omg.. cannt b like tat la... JYPS'00-6C was a v.united class la~ hehe... except for some bitch in da class~ anyway, yesteryears are jus memories...

now... da guy beside mi is super noisy~ cannt take it... gr~~~~

anyway, tonight will be SHIHUI's 17th birthday celebration wor... so let's hope tonight will b an enjoying nite...

nth much happened, quite emo... dun ask mi wad happened... I jus wan to say I wan to give up all my feelings... not bcuz of anything tat happened... I'm jus tired abt tis... super tired... mayb all along is wo zhi zhou dou qing... but anyway, nth has ever to us... so I shall 4get everything... tired abt it...

anyway, my lappy is nursing in acer service center...

yday was 1 of da worst day ever... okay la... begining of da day was gd... msn wif may tian, den after tat realise his missed call and his 2 sms-es. den called him, but he hang up cuz his roomate is slping, so we decided to sms-ing. he ask mi out for dinner yday... so was quite happy abt it. den somehow during noon, had some bad thing happened to me... I totally lost control of myself. v.sad and fed up. quarrel wif maytian(actually is she endure my temper). everytime I angry or sad, I jus vent my anger on her but since she know my temper so well, she try to cool me down. haha... not a bad lao gong afterall. haha... den we were sms-ing happily later. haha... but somehow his mood isn't tat gd, so we quarrel/argue and in da end, we nv meet each other. it seem like we always fight for small little thing. haiz... but, we r nt even couple, jus friends, so dun mistaken n his identity, only maytian know lor...
so after tat go home n scold my bro for nt sending my lappy to service... gr...

tat's all folks...

I wun comment anything abt my previous post. only 1 friend know abt it. anyway, it's jus minutes of thoughts... I will 4get abt everything soon n I mean it.

yday working is sux at 1st... totally sux. wine fair at atrium is okay, partner is alright. but no promoter for wine chiller. n out of sudden 3 customer ask mi for da chiller n since chiller isn't tat cheap, I decided to called appliance ppl to help mi. nobody came after a v.long period of time. n furthermore, store duty was appliance managment. okay den... den after a period of time, around 4.45, I decide I wan to go break, cuz partner has gone for hers and tis period is da best. so I went to ask revathay for break. she was a bit weird weird when I ask for my break. I guess she 4get abt me, she dun give a care abt atrium. nvm den. went down to c c. saw zhong ming. n he ask y i so late go break. told him da reason. den reach c c. saw meera n I greet her. den she asked me for my MC. I told her I give Hamidah n she left it on her desk. she say nope. den nvm lor... realli moody le... den go up level 1, wan to buy wine. den run into carole n ain. told carole wad happened n she give mi some suggestion. oh man.. carole will b in suntec today. gonna missed her loads... den break wif radha... nice sia. chat wif her a lot of suntec thing. she's transfering ya... n continued wif work... no problems at all... so happy. promoter offered mi white wine n loads more... haha... n somehow I ask revathay y I always close atrium or front plaza, den she say I v.stable. haha... so happy abt it.

anyway, my laptop is spoilt... all thx to my bro... gonna ask him to pay for da service, cuz I hardly use but I love my wall paper... WINNIE da pooh!

sometimes I jus wan to 4get everything... pretend that there is nothing ever happened to us, not even da friendship we r holding on. we nv have a past or future. we r jus friends who love to bully each other. wad more can I ask for from u. I wun take da step again, nv ever again in my life. I did tat last time was bcuz of a dare, a dare from my gd friend at tat point of time. how can I ever 4get abt u... I wan to try... but will I ever succeed? I realli dun noe... in ur heart, I'm jus a friend... tat's all... bye~

Jiahui aka Kerlyn
Female
21 this yr!
Ngee Ann poly-EE
ckw_jiahui@hotmail.com
8Feb88, Aquaries
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