-Monday, October 12, 2009-2:02 AM Y
I now realli feel like breaking down...
1st of all... short $39.75 today. n da weird thing is tat I only open 6hrs. I find my sup quite supicious over tis... 1st of all... she open my counter when i'm at appliance, nxt, she did nt let mi count my change for 1k... I realli have no idea...
I realli wan to give up on him... I realli nt happy over tis rs... he doesn't seem to care abt me at all... everytime is I msg him n when I told him abt my feelings, he will say I think too much n tried to make mi happy. I realli dun noe wad he's thinking. I noe he's busy wif his sch work. I told myself ample times that I mus b considerate n b a gd galfriend... but wad do I get? Nothing at all. I realli nt happy at all...
I feel like gg to da end of tis world... Nothing tat goes smoothly to me, every year it's getting worst n worst... I dun noe how long I can take it or can I even manage it? I realli dun noe... I wan to leave tis world, for good...