my life, my world, my puzzle

2009-11-13T12:51:00.002+08:00

This post is strictly for my dear

Thx dear for spending wif me yday
Every hour, every minute, every second, every moment
is precious to me
Your exam is coming soon
As I say, no meeting during this perk season of your life
I will definitely missed you
And you will missed me
But exam is more important
After exam is your CA
So mus jia you k
I dun noe wad's da life as a uni student
But it's definitely not so easy and smooth-sailing like poly life
1 month and 22 days
Next Sun will b our 2mth more
I'm still thinking whether we should meet
I dun wish that u neglect your studies bcuz of me
I wan to let u know
Da ring you bought for me is nice
It is da connection to our future
Lastly
I love you, dear

2009-11-11T13:17:00.002+08:00

outing wif bestie was great yday... KERLYN CHEONG JIAHUI <3 class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre">

haha... went out n meet them at a rather late timing... I was not feeling well... den go shop for some clothes... well... Wari was my advisor for clothes. hehe... den me n watch each bought 2 watch. we r nt crazy... we r CUTE! haha... den after tat went to mos burger to eat! camera-ing as usual... playing wif sauce too~ :P :P :P hehe... den jiu go take n neoprint! it was fun~~~~~ den chat a while b4 walking back to ps to take mrt/bus home~

TO my 2 other beloved 1988s babies, life was a joy wif u 2 around. nv fail to give mi opinions cheer mi up, haf fun wif me and even bcum siao wif me when we 3 r around... in future, let's hope tat tis friendship will remain as now, hand in hand, brain in brain, we will keep this friendship going...

2009-11-06T12:05:00.002+08:00

I dun noe I shld b happy or shld b sad... indeed I went out wif 3 guys(Calvin & xiaolong) den mx yday...

Meet Calvin n xiaolong to celebrate Calvin's 25! Well, we have not meet for nearly a yr. Last time I saw him was at JB wif shuyi n da rest... I like da way hanging out wif Calvin, no stress n I can say wadeva I wan... no stress of been insulted and aso he will realli treat me as though I'm his gal. we went to guan yin miao to pray n realised tat yday was guan yin dan. well... crowded... but nvm lor... in da end we go buy his bday present, a DKNY perfume n he aso bought mi a little chicken to hug. haha... I like da way it feel when I hug it... it's special... anyway, Calvin haf to go home quite early tis time round... so nv realli haf much time with him.

after meeting n sending them back, went to meet dear at clementi bus interchange. I'm not been a 2-timer... jus tat both of them r free on da same day.

we take 166 to harbour front. den went to tis shop which I barred him from entering. well... I wan tat ring tat I used to buy... me n yee do shared this ring previously, jus tat i lost it. I <3 da design n da way it hook onto my finger. but sad to say, they no longer carried tat ring. freaking sian abt tis... den we go to vivo city which is next door n hopefully to catch some nice movie... but disappointment again... da movie I wan to watch does not aired over there... so after some discussion, we decided to head to cineleisure to catch da movie I wan. well... everytime I wan to watch da movie, he always dun wan but in da end aso acc me to watch. dun noe it's nice of him or wad. anyway, watch "My galfriend is an agent". seriously, it's a god damn nice show... I can't stop laughing n it's da 1st movie I stay throughout w/o gg to toilet. hehe... n of cuz hugging my little chicken was enjoying during da movie...

anyway, after da movie... we went for a walk b4 sitting down our ngee ann city for a chat. well... had some arugement. he was not pleased wif me hanging out wif Calvin, but my conscience stay clear. u not happy I aso cannt do anything. at least I'm been frank wif u... tis is my stand. I dun mind hanging out wif my guy-friend even though I'm in a relationship. I'm not been flirt or been bitch. well... up to individual to comment on this. I jus felt it's my freedom to hang out wif whoever I wan to. n b4 we r together, u let me hang out wif Wari as he's my bestie friend. n furthemore, tis is wad we r.... hack care each other's life. I already xi guan da way u treated me. u hardly care n bother abt my life n so do i. I know u r jealous over me hanging out wif Calvin, but wad can I say now? I realli dun noe...

I realli hate da way u called yourself, "ge" to me. If u realli wan to remain as a "ge" to me, y bother to b in a relationship. I dun noe wad tis meant to u, but it certainly dun mean any good thing to me. I realli hate tis word a lot... but u can't seem to bother. If "ge"is realli wad u wan us to b... den we shared remain in a bro-sis relationship. I realli lost n confused by u... mr lao ren jia. I dun noe y bcuz of this, tis morning, I can cry so much. tears jus flow naturally when I think abt tis.... I hate it so much...

U asked me wad r u to me... u say I'm ur galfriend... but I dun feel it at all... I wan to tel u I aso treat u as my boyfriend n it's my dear.. but da words jus wun come out of my mouth... I dun noe y. I hate da way u ignore me when u r busy wif ur works. I hate da way there's no care and concern between da 2 of us. I hate da way my tears will drop when there is no contact between da 2 of us. I realli hate it. Yes, I did doubt on you b4. wonder wad am I to u? wonder y there is no communication between da 2 of us. Wonder if it's my wrong, my mistake. But it's not pointing at me... u r tis type of guy... once again... my heart is 1/2 dead...

2009-11-01T01:40:00.002+08:00

my tis post is nth much... jus wanna wish bestie a happy 25th bday!!!!

MR CALVIN, WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR NEARLY 3YRS LE... THOUGH WE USED TO B COUPLE, BUT TILL NOW, WE REMAIN AS GOOD FRIENDS... NVM ABT DA PAST... JUS WANNA TELL U TAT U WILL B MY FRIENDS 4EVA N WE DO KNOW TAT WAD WE R TO EACH OTHER, PURE FRIENDSHIP IS WAD WE SHARED...

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY ON 011109~

AH GIRL~

2009-10-31T01:12:00.003+08:00

super not happy recently... n da 2 thing tat make me happy is da contact of 2 friends...

wednesday is my worst day of tis wk... 1st.. quarrel with him... den nxt... hp line kana barred as a result of not paying bills... nxt... let new cashier used my float... short 104.95... freaking sianz...

I realli hate da way u treat me, MR LAO REN JIA!!! reallii dun noe wad u thinking n u can stay contactless for a lot of days... sorry... i'm not you... I need to b contact... haiz.... broke down so many times aso no use...

anyway, got contact with MR R again... he contact me 1st... but I felt tat he's not happy... I dun care if u r reading my blog now... jus wanna tell u tat... friends shld always share things...

n aso recently... calvin called me... his bday is tml!!! wow... den we did chat. hahha... fun sia..

shall end here...

2009-10-28T10:53:00.002+08:00

super hate da yr of 2009... missed da innocent days of my yesteryears... everything seem to b gg against me... I hate it... realli hate it...

Mr R re-appear in my life. I dun care much if he's gg to read my blog... I cried a lot yday... I dun noe y... I dun noe wad he's mind is thinking... I dun noe how to help him when he's down. he wan to keep everything to himself... I wan to help him as my friend, but he refused... dun noe wad tat guy is doing.... is it so hard to express himself or is he scare of failure if one show him kindness? I realli hate no idea wad he's thinking....

anyway, dear is preparing for his exam... so wun b meeting him for at least a wk or plus? anyway, I told him I already xi guan of tis life le... our rs is like tat... he bo chup me, I bo chup him... not reallli like couple lor... but tat's us...

nth much to blog... gg to work at 1 la...

2009-10-23T11:00:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy happy gal now...

hehe... yday went out wif him after 2wks or rather 17days of not meeting him... n furthermore it was our 1st month...

Meet him at bouna vista after collecting my transcript from np... n tis time he was late... haha... nvm.. I'm nice as I was viewing my transcript n ignoring him... den take mrt to vivo city lor... He wanna watch a chinese flim tat has not aired it. and in da end, we watch a 3D cartoon tat he dun realli wan to watch. haha... no complaints for him. but he did say "Da ge" to me, which I rather pissed off, but somehow he found out immediately n shut his mouth... haha... so after da show, I thought we will go straight home, cuz btw, reach his place is around 10. but he was quite nice. He know I wan to look at da sea, so we go sit at da outside and enjoy da scenary n of cuz... debating n chatting... times passes v.fast... it was at 11.52pm, den I decided we should head home, but we can only take bus as mrt is no longer in its service at da point of time. somehow there's no bus for him, but as my bus came 1st... I board it and leaving him alone(I feel bad)... but when I reach home n bath, he msg me say he has board another bus tat goes his house... so tat's da end of our 1st month... I dun noe y I felt sweet... but I do <3 him...

2009-10-20T13:20:00.002+08:00

cousins has been nagging me for nt blogging recently... sorry cousin, I dun haf da time...

where did I stop? on 12 Oct?

well... loads of things to update... so ya... COMPLAINTS too!

Haha... 12 oct was MAYTIAN's 21st bday~ Went out to sentosa wif her, Wari, Ain, Syarfa, Clare, ShiHui, JiaYu, Zhong Ming & Farhann. erm... everything turn out to be not so bad... well... at least to us, those who went down to da water was fun. had loads of picture-taking session n even a commerical session. haha... we called ourselves da 5s chee-byes... n wari insisted tat his was a lan-jiao. haha... so was fun... but da rain came... n turn us down... so sad sia... den go n show n was fun... the 4 pure chee-byes were bathing almost nakely inside the open shower area... wow... haha... den haf fun... after tat we went to catch a movie abt tsunami at vivo city... da show is quite touching yet no tears drop out from me... imagine Maytian was crying heavily beside me n I have to comfy her? haha... I think if I nv comfy her, her heart will pop out. haha... den after da show, we went n haf a small chat... all within da 4 unknown walls... den we celebrate maytian's bday n after tat we all go home n slp... n surprisingly, when I was abt to reach home, he msg me n tat was when he know my bday... a bit lame for him... den I go slp...

13 Oct was another bday celebration for my dearest cousin, my babe! Her 21st birthday celebration. well... we decided to meet at 7.30pm at ION. so somehow, wendy n sandy arrived 1st... n they were shopping n looking for a venue to haf da dinner. In da end, settle at a restaturant which sell ramen... for god sake, da restaurant smell gd, but nt da food... kinda disappointing... well... felt quite guilty for babe as it's her 21st bday, but da theme wasn't tat nice, somehow nt as nice as wendy's bday. haha... think tis yr most "feeling" birthday was for wendy. haha.. haf a nice chat wif cousin... chat abt household allowance... well, tis is da 1st time we talk abt tis n I think there will b more for days to come. hehe... Sorry babe, ur bday present will give u at a later date...

14 Oct t0 18 OCt I was stationed at Serangoon North Ave 4 wif quite a bit of ppl... which included, Wari, WeiLiang, Syam, Hamidah(cashier), Yee Phyo n some suntec cashier... ohya... ann was our mangement on duty... love her to bits... haf quite a lot of time chatting wif her. anyway, 1st day was a killer... freaking busy n da rest of da days were so-so... nth interesting but our packer r nice. haha....

Yday spend da day at home, cuz dear was nt free to meet mi until thur... so quarrel n almost fight wif my mum... den told buddy abt it... den at nite... dear found out... n we sms-ed for around 1.5hrs b4 he decided to call me... talk for around 1hr b4 I find it quite miserable.... dear was a special one... he was nt like my other ex(s), all side me whenever I quarrel with my family... he break down da situation for me n analysis the situation for me... but he was quite naggy sia... ask me look for jobs.. it's not tat I dun wan to look for jobs... it's jus taat I dun noe wad to do... after analysis it, he think I more suitable to b a programmer.. but so far I found a few admin job. I think he dun like me to do admin job... haha... den go to slp... tis thur will mark our 1st month n he dun even know abt it.. sms-ing wif him make me feel stupid... but since he will nv read my blog... I shall bad-mouth abt him. haha.. I aso nt tat bad... but still... dear, I <3 ya!

2009-10-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

I now realli feel like breaking down...

1st of all... short $39.75 today. n da weird thing is tat I only open 6hrs. I find my sup quite supicious over tis... 1st of all... she open my counter when i'm at appliance, nxt, she did nt let mi count my change for 1k... I realli have no idea...

I realli wan to give up on him... I realli nt happy over tis rs... he doesn't seem to care abt me at all... everytime is I msg him n when I told him abt my feelings, he will say I think too much n tried to make mi happy. I realli dun noe wad he's thinking. I noe he's busy wif his sch work. I told myself ample times that I mus b considerate n b a gd galfriend... but wad do I get? Nothing at all. I realli nt happy at all...

I feel like gg to da end of tis world... Nothing tat goes smoothly to me, every year it's getting worst n worst... I dun noe how long I can take it or can I even manage it? I realli dun noe... I wan to leave tis world, for good...

2009-10-04T01:41:00.002+08:00

my 150th post...

nth much to talk abt...

laogong now in bintan... nobody there for me...

but I noe my blog gt 1 royal reader...

she's gd at drinking...

n she's none other than SKSF!!! haa... but u wun tag me de... so far only 1 tag... sadded rite...

bye...

hope tml nt at suntec... I will faint man...

2009-10-03T01:21:00.002+08:00

I need some1 to talk to now...

I ought to feel happy now... I realli ought to... But I dun even feel any happiness within me...

Msg mx n tell him tat I'm gg out wif R. but his reply is damn cold, "Have fun". Den after tat I told him tat he dun even seem to care... n again to him, I'm testing him. It's totally not true... I told him it's not true n guess wad, he dun even bother to reply me... Sick n tired of his behavior... Sometimes, I will wonder whether he's serious or not... But whenever I doubt myself to this... He will do smth to make me feel tat he's serious. I realli hate it... I wonder if I can meet him nxt wk or not. At least I try my best to b a gd gf to him... But I realli doubt on him...

Anyway, meet R was kinda great feeling to him at 1st... but apparently, he was on da phone... until at rocher beancurd... den we have a small talk den after we jiu go home. but b4 we parted, he give me a kiss on my forehead, which make me feel v.comfy... I dun noe whether my feeling was okay for this or not... I missed R a lot... he's some1 special to me... But I know it's impossible for us. I'm attached wif mx n my job now is to treat him well....

I realli hate myself...

2009-09-29T10:42:00.002+08:00

haha... now, I guess my only sad thing is tat MR R found new ppl to chat on phone wif him... so he will leave mi alone... tat's v.sad... but I did talk to him on da phone for abt 1min yday... tat's way too sad...

sun at info 1 wif shuyi and aso at posb counter... so everything was quite okay... jus tat at night, my mood swing... haha... den I hardly talk...

yday morning was kinda bad... I tot he was avoiding me, but in da end, he was actually slping like a pig... he only wake up around 2 plus to 3 as he gt a talk to attend at 3.30. well.... I went to da police HQ to file a report against some1. but I think will go to the migation court b4 they could actually do smth abt it. so... ya... gt time den go do ba... anyway, meet him for dinner at mr.prata. haha... it was like... finally... but I was late for 1hr. sry, to make u wait, but tis time he was v.considerate. den I order banana prata(as usual) and tissue prata... den he order roti john n maggie prata. he wan to share maggie prata wif me, but i was too full... in da end... take away... den we go somewhere n chat for 2 to 3hrs... haha... chatting wif him is like in a politicies sia... haha.. quite cool...den on my way home, I go check my paid... pathetic amt... I was so moody tat I hardly talk... omg... den jiu reach home, but since internet gt some IP address conflicts, so I could not use da net n went to slp instead...

dun noe wad shd I do today...

2009-09-27T02:18:00.002+08:00

was at info 1 for quite sometimes to learn new thing, so overall it's okay...

anyway...

I noe wad type of gal I am... but I aso mus learn how to b considerate

though I have not meet u for 2wks, but I know I mus trust u. U put ur studies 1st... So I shall b a gd gal...

anyway...

I missed MR R, my soulmate. haha... gt 4 days nv contact u le... know u still sick, but hope u r alright. though cannt talk to u now(cuz ur phone is spoilt), but I got a lot of things to talk to u.... haha... missed chatting on da phone wif ya... u will b always my bestie friend...

2009-09-25T00:38:00.002+08:00

I'm not in da good mood now...

My life now has 3 guys, beside my dad n bro...

I dun noe if I consider myself attached or not... cuz it seem tat he dun care abt it... he dun even bother at all

Mr R and I now r good friends, we decided not to b together but we still maintain a gd relationship. He still called me when it's my off day and apparently, he's sick. kinda worried abt him, but aso cannt called him, cuz he's serving NS.

I'm now with a guy called mx. but he dun seem to even bother abt me... realli hate da way he treated me. he's da 1 tat asked me to b his gf de. but till now, we haven meet. we meet once when I come back from KL. I nv expect him to ask mi... but since I agree to him, I will do my best. he has been saying I'm a nice gal n I got good personality. I dun think it's truth lor. but he dun seem to care abt me... even when I told him tat T jus propose to me. he even think tat i'm testing him. plz lor... I'm not tat type of gals...

Now, T, my ex. He claim tat i'm his only gal, but he lost his virgin to a gal tat they jus do for da sake of doing. I felt a sense of betrayal... but somehow, I left him for another guy 2 years ago... I wan to remain gd friends with him, but he propose to me instead. haiz... it's sux...

2009-09-15T13:05:00.001+08:00

my feelings n emo over run my whole mind... I need to get back my normal self soon...

2009-09-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

call me bu siao if u wan, i dun care

I hate my parents, super hate them. in their heart, only got money... wad's da point den... I dun noe y they will agree to go on tis trip. I hate to see them in this trip. from da looking forward to tis trip mindset, to the dun wan to go for this trip at all. I hate them. can they jus use their brain cells to think. I have no money at all tis month. paid was nt as much as tis month. f**k la... no money to give them allowance. told them tat I no money, but die die must ask mi to give. if they wan shame mi over there, go ahead lor. all these years, I have taken how much of their money. their own co-science is clear. so wad if they r my parents, big f**k is it? I rather they dun give birth to me.... realli hope tat I dun exist in this world. they even expect mi to paid for their trip... I dun noe... I realli hope tat I dun belong to this world... I used to think tat my cousin r da best, they understand me da most... I now dun noe... realli dun feel like trusting anyone in this world. tis world doesn't belong to me... I dun wan to have a pair of money sucker parents, i hate their unreasonable. they tot they r correct all da way. hate da way my grandparents dotes on them. hate da way they dun respect me. I wan live life da way I wan. they shld bloody hell know tat y tis few years I dun come back. y tis few years I have been changing bf non-stop. I hate to b in this home. nothing worth my stay. I rather come back late den having nag n been ask to pay for things tat I dun think I shld do...

I realli hate tis family... if I could go faraway land n live a new life... I will b very happy...

2009-09-01T11:40:00.003+08:00

I realli had no idea wad he wan now... I missed u a lot, MR RNQM! I dun wan trust my feelings on those irrelvant thing. I wan to b by ur side now. I missed ur kisses... I missed ur hug. I noe u r not feeling gd, but can u jus share wif me? I dun wan c u alone. Even if it's nt smth gd, I will b by ur side, like wad u told me on sat. I wan to b ur side now. but it's bu ke neng de thing. u r in da police now... in ur own camp now. though it's jus a highway away, but I hope I can still b wif u.

U helped me 4get abt my past... I wan to do things for u too... I noe u meant a lot to me. I noe I have bad temper. I noe ur strong point n I wan u to know tat I love ya. Even though there's anything tat is disrupting u, I'm willingly to b by ur side. I missed ya, MR RNQM!!!!

2009-08-30T02:23:00.002+08:00

jus came back home from work... at expo though. not tat fun while working... but after work, hitesh n maggie mee is damn funny. esp hitesh. da way he hailed for cab realli make me laugh. haha...

not in da good mood though... although working at expo realli sux at the begining... but lucky it's over now.

I do missed him n I realli do. stay-over-ed at his house on sat morning. sleep through da nite. kinda tired now, but jus now smth happened... even though he noe my blog, but i doubt he will read it

I noe he was angry with me for da birthday present tat I bought for him... n i realli dun noe he dun go there. eva since tat day he say he dun wan addias watch for his birthday present, I dun noe haf how many sleepless nite jus to think of his present. i noe tis sound stupid, but it's da fact. i realli angry myself for nt able to think a proper present for him. a failure in me. n somemore tis gift pop to me when I was working at expo. I tot tis would b a gd present for him, so i sign up. i even sign up for another person to acc him go. fine... in da end he noe da gift. he was angry. den wad u wan me to do... refund it? impossible la... wadeva la... den he suddenly lost contact. call him nv pick up. u dun no i will worry 1 is it? u missed call mi once i nv pick up, u already say things... den now, u gt think how i feel? dun think so lor... den u tell me u feel stressed, but till now u stil dun wan tell me. I make it a point to tell u wad thing happened even though I dun wan to tell u. I dun wan u to worry abt me, cuz I believe there's a pure understanding between us. den now... u behave like tat... I realli dun noe wad to say...

2009-08-26T11:31:00.002+08:00

25o8o9... 1 of my sweetest day. I've found myself a soulmate. he understand me more than I understand myself. From him, I realised my truth self. thx a lot. I know my upcoming days will be tough, with interviews to face but I believed that I will faced it with all my effot. Nothing is gg bring me down. haha... all these words seem bright when I'm feeling good. but... tat's was my feeling is rite now. haha...

shall end here. gotta go back sch

2009-08-25T12:05:00.002+08:00

life has been a roller coaster for me for da past few days... I noe I'm bad now... but to those ppl tat I have hurt, plz forgive me. I have no intentionally to hurt u. or I m da type of person who like to hurt ppl intentionally. those hu noe me well shld know tat I hate to hurt or anger ppl. tat's me...

no comments on da past few days... I jus haf to carry on my life, be it good, or b it bad... i'm still me. da stupid gal... I nv stop thinking tat I'm gd to certain thing. I'm getting more n more negative on my side. I wan to make da world happy. even if it's take my life, i'm still willingly to do so. but not to da extend tat i will hurt 2 different parties.

anyway, hoildaying in 11 days time. devi say it's not a hoilday. cuz singapore n msia is jus a custom away. but I hope I enjoy tis trip v.much. 1st time wif my cousin n maternal side family. haha... shld b fun. will b away frm sg for 5 days, but my leave start on da 5th, den 7th to 12.

and starting 30 aug to 8 sep(except 31st aug & 2nd sep), everyday there will b ppl having their birthday... 3 of them celebrating their 22's. 2 of them celebrating their 21st, 2 of them celebrating their 20!

haha... 1st of all is YEE! my bestest friend who live all da way in KL though her birth place is segamat. haha... so mus wish them happy bday... JJ da oink oink will b celebrating his 22nd aso... haha.. 5mth older frm me... n we were frm da same hospital. haha.. MR OINK OINK!!! sheng ri kuai le in super advance! haha.. ur bday i will b in KL. haha... nxt... da 2 21st... both aso v.long nv contact. both my kor kors... with 1 living a few blks away frm me... Irving Chaim Kai Qin n Vincent Kou. Irving in my pri sch classmates cum buddy n Vincent is my sec prefect mates. haha... last time went out wif Vincent is wif Rachel... oh god... missed little rachel so much. haha... my gan mummy birthday is aso wor... same day wif Irving. haha... not to 4get... AILI!! 20th le wor... lao le!!! haha...

shall end here le

2009-08-21T10:40:00.002+08:00

my 139th post...

nv update tis few days... reason... struggling in suntec c4. haha...

dun ask mi anythng abt my presentation... cuz I screw up everything

went to plaza to work on wed... den immediately when I OC(open counter), I heard ann walkie-ing wif carole... say I haf to go suntec... da immediate kns faced I have wif me... so open for a while... den wari came wif a sad face... n say, "I heard u r gg to suntec soon". well... sad rite... den he have to open posb. haha... it's a nt so gd counter... hahaha...

den sharo waiting for me at b4's cc. den we go up. she bought me beard papa n I bought her my latest fav drink at 7-11. jenny give mi to try at 1st... wow... seriously v.nice. haha...

den bus-ed down to suntec. saw hamidah n loads more... meera was there too. have my break around 6? I think so la... den bought sushi... hamidah was like, "sushi again". haha... den sharo n hamidah bought sushi too. den after eating mine... I went to their cc to slack, since I dun noe tis place well. haha... den there was this little cute "fight" over suntec management n plaza management... haha... I was caught in da middle, but everyone was cute. haha...

so work until 10.30 for closing... den count money wif hitesh. wow... he gt loads of coins n my money is v.easy to count. only 10 bucks n 50 bucks in my cisco bag. haha...

thur was at suntec again. open their express land. quite nice at 1st, cuz no customer. den da gal beside me go break,, jiu different story. haha...nvm la... long queue jiu long queue lor... I can handle it well. haha.. after tat saw mark. den happy happy... anyway, saw hamidah 1st thing in da morning. haha... n she reminded mi nt to eat sushi again... haaha... i'm da sushi gal. den jeeva n shahed came~ wow... da best moment in my suntec life... den shahed open express, while jeeva been da 1st day sup at suntec have to c c look look... haha... den mi n shahed keep on laughing at him. haha.. nice ma... den i jiu o break n let da new management open my express... long queue ma. haha... n he quite blur. hehe... den I told hamidah tat i prefer plaza cuz we got da bond there...

rite now... I wanna say... I missed all my plaza mate... esp... da 4 super lovely 1992's babies... CLARE, SHIHUI, KAIEN & JIAYU! U NOE U ROCKS MY LIFE... BUT TOO BAD... 3 OF THEM ON LEAVE... WILL MISSED U SUPER MUCH... N aso missed awesome, wari, maytian n da rest... <3 da bond we all shared... haha... n lastly, my pretty da jie- SHUYi & SHARO....

gottta end here... late for work le...

2009-08-18T09:21:00.002+08:00

yday post is of a bit depression mode...

but I managed to b happy again...

Haha... bcuz of work!!!

okay la... open counter at level 1

1st... take over farhann to go break

next, take over steffi to go break

den, open counter 5 wif zhongming. he scan I pack

finally, open POSB counter bcuz farhann is sick

n all this is jus between 4hrs of work

haha...

n bcuz of tis... I dun haf much sales to count... isn't it great...

haha...

den go home wif jenny

n sleep

he msg mi at 2plus bcuz he gt nitemare

Haha... den msg while sleep

n he finally called me at 4plus to ask mi to slp

werid n naggy...

haha...

den in da morning I need to rush my report...

overdue le...

bye...

2009-08-17T16:30:00.002+08:00

in 1 of da best mood now...

can't help but I cried jus now...

is da past hindering me for moving forward? I haf no idea la... I wan to move forward, but I doubt my abilities...

2 different ppl can like each other, but they cannt b together... is all these bcuz of their past? or is it smth tat r blocking their ways? I haf no idea to it...

"wo xi huan ni", tis 4 simply words r of it unique meaning... it take courages to say it out n mean it. but da fact tat who can always comply to its meaning n fufil the meaning until it's later date. I doubt many can, not even myself. relationship has nv been smooth-sailing in my life. I dun noe wad's wrong wif me, but should I carry on or b nun for da rest of my life? can somebody please guide me da way to the correct path?

All I want to do now is to stay strong and carry on wif my own life...

2009-08-16T16:53:00.002+08:00

well... nth much to blog

today is my urgent leave day... take leave to do report. haha...

fri & sat at posb counter. den fri nite-sat morning was at town wif kaien & ron. watch UP & slack at mac. haha... almost lost my wallet, but thx I found it. kaien saw mi lost my wallet & found back twice. she's my lucky star. den at 6am, decided to cab home wif kaien n ron cab home himself. haha.. waited for at least 40 mins for cab n while waiting, kana red ant bit for 3 times... sibei unlucky... as usual, i was da last to arrive home. so reach home bath plus wash hair... gr... wash hair mean i cannt slp... so sian lor... no choice... den chat on phone until 8.30am den go slp n wake up at 10am to prepare myself for work...

work wif shuyi at level 1 wif zhongming. haha.. nice... he's a nice packer... hehe... den cab home wif kaien n jiayu. c4 owe mi a total of 110 bucks of cab fare... haha.. prefer wif adhzar... can claim faster. but nvm. den was on da phone for v.long period of time. hehe... but nice chatting lor. haha.. shall update when I gt time. need to do 2 report...

2009-08-15T10:20:00.001+08:00

I'm someone that has problems controlling her own feelings...

I shall hide all my feelings from outside...

-emo-ing in progress

2009-08-14T06:01:00.002+08:00

da time now stated in my sis's lappy is 5.53am. yes... it's am

I have no choice to wake up early as today is my last day of attachment... can't help as I still have loads of thing not done yet... 2 report on mon n therefore need johnny quek signature... so need to do da page tat required his signature...

presentation was okay... jus tat I nv bring my ppt... wad a stupid gal i m... nevertheless, I did complete my part. haha... later daddy will drive mi to work... loads of things to b completed... dun noe if time will spare me...

anyway, after work gg to watch UP. haha... since dun noe when I watch movie. haha.... so shall watch it... hehe....

gotta end here...

2009-08-11T10:03:00.002+08:00

erm... abt da guy I spoke last wk. I now no longer contact him. dun wish to anyway...

have not been blogging since fri... usual for me... have been bz since fri... usual for me... nv hav a gd rest in da wkend... usual for me...

well... fri after work, went to celebrate shihui's 17th bday wif kaien, wari, clare, jiayu, ain, syrafra, sham & farhan... went to lao pau sat.. cab there... quite cheap wif midnite charge... so reasonably cheap... 6.60. den reach there... we order loads of food n da bill come out to b 135... quite okay... den haf loads of photo-taking session... den cab down to cine. wanna surprised shihui, but in da end she know... n for ur info, da way we eat da cake was super funny... we nv cut it out, but we jus eat. haha... quite funny lor... den sing n sing... 1st part 30 songs worth of jay chou... den while singing, we take turn to slp, except wari n jiayu... ohya... we order tiger... haha... den da bill turn out to b 225.50(if I nv remember wrongly) and everyone is digging out their wallets n find out tat our wallet is damn empty... but lucky we managed to squeeze da last cents out... haha... den cab home wif kaien n jiayu... reach home 7am... work start at 1pm, but I reach 1.30pm. den was posted to front plaza. den somemore gt a siao 1.. realli siao... den super scary lor... den after work, go eat den jiu go home n rest...
sun... 9.50am, shuyi phoned mi n ask mi to go down to downtown... freaking boring n sianz... so was mon...

2009-08-07T11:23:00.002+08:00

I was tagged by a lady who I have not seen for 11days, NADYA~ my jurong family~

1) Are you single or attached ?
Ans : SINGLE~

2) Do you have a person you like ?
Ans : yup... but I dun think he know

3)What is the name of your person you in love with ?
Ans : not gg to tell anyone... love for friendship gt a lot...

4)If the person you love and your mother dropped into the sea , who will you save?
Ans : gd question! I dun noe how to swim~

5)Have you hug someone before ?
Ans : Definately~

6)Do you love your parents ?
Ans : sometimes~

7)Will you hug the want you love ?
Ans : duh~

.8)Are you willinq to do anything for your boyf/girlf ?
Ans : depends on wad is it

9)Are you jealous now ?
Ans : over?

10)Who is the last person who msg you ?
Ans : HIM, last nite~

11)Who is your clique ?
Ans : random

12)Do you want babies in future ?
Ans : 2 is enough

13)Do you prefer MacDonald , long john silver or KFC ?
Ans : MAC

14)Do you sniff glue ?
Ans : I'm not tat crazy~

15)Do you smoke ?
Ans : I'm not tat insane~

16)If your boyf /girlf play 2 timer behind you , what will you do ?
Ans : ditch him & let him suffer da pain w/o me~

17)If you're rich , what will you do ?
Ans : Prepare da bridemaid costum for babe, den buy lappy, camera & w995... n lastly~ TRAVEL~

18)If the love wants held your hand , what will you do ?
Ans : let him who

19)If the want you in love , reject you , what will you do ?
Ans : let me cool down a while... n pretend nth ever happened~

20)What is your favourite character(S) ?
Ans : winnie da pooh~

21)Friendship or love ?
Ans : both~

22)Cookie monster or elmo ?
Ans : none~ WINNIE~

23)Do you use laptop or computer ?
Ans : my winnie da pooh lappy~

24)Do you like lollipop ?
Ans : nope

25)Do you have a diary ?
Ans : notebook counted?

26)there's an admirer and wont die heart , what will you do ?
Ans : ignore him

27)If you quarrel wit your boyf / girlf , and ask for a break up , what will you do ?
Ans : sad... but will talk to him

28)Are you blur ?
Ans : at times

29)If you can have your hair dye , what colour do you want it to be ?
Ans : peach red/copper red

30)Who is the last person you chatted with
Ans : sms-him
call- maytian
msn-michael

31)How many boyf / girlf have you beaten before ?
Ans : loads

32)If you boyf / girlf do not love you anymore , what will you do ?
Ans : sad lor

33)What school are you in ?
Ans : Ngee Ann Polytechnic- School of Electrical Engineering
34)Taq 10 bestie or friends to do this quiz ?
Ans : Kaien, Shihui, Clare, Eugene Syn, Babe, Sandy, Wendy, Syrafa, Wari

2009-08-07T10:01:00.002+08:00

okay... this post shall nt talk abt him... cuz nth to talk abt...

jus reach office not long ago. haha.. was listening to yes 933 jus now and has been listening to a lot of national day song... so happy wor... haha... den saw kheng loon on da bus. we somehow chat a while. haha... quite happy tat he gt a place in NTU for ARTS(I think so). den I was thinking abt my pri sch days... so happy n so united at that point of times... den now... we r jus hi-bye friends... omg.. cannt b like tat la... JYPS'00-6C was a v.united class la~ hehe... except for some bitch in da class~ anyway, yesteryears are jus memories...

now... da guy beside mi is super noisy~ cannt take it... gr~~~~

anyway, tonight will be SHIHUI's 17th birthday celebration wor... so let's hope tonight will b an enjoying nite...

2009-08-06T10:04:00.002+08:00

nth much happened, quite emo... dun ask mi wad happened... I jus wan to say I wan to give up all my feelings... not bcuz of anything tat happened... I'm jus tired abt tis... super tired... mayb all along is wo zhi zhou dou qing... but anyway, nth has ever to us... so I shall 4get everything... tired abt it...

anyway, my lappy is nursing in acer service center...

2009-08-05T09:23:00.002+08:00

yday was 1 of da worst day ever... okay la... begining of da day was gd... msn wif may tian, den after tat realise his missed call and his 2 sms-es. den called him, but he hang up cuz his roomate is slping, so we decided to sms-ing. he ask mi out for dinner yday... so was quite happy abt it. den somehow during noon, had some bad thing happened to me... I totally lost control of myself. v.sad and fed up. quarrel wif maytian(actually is she endure my temper). everytime I angry or sad, I jus vent my anger on her but since she know my temper so well, she try to cool me down. haha... not a bad lao gong afterall. haha... den we were sms-ing happily later. haha... but somehow his mood isn't tat gd, so we quarrel/argue and in da end, we nv meet each other. it seem like we always fight for small little thing. haiz... but, we r nt even couple, jus friends, so dun mistaken n his identity, only maytian know lor...
so after tat go home n scold my bro for nt sending my lappy to service... gr...

tat's all folks...

2009-08-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

I wun comment anything abt my previous post. only 1 friend know abt it. anyway, it's jus minutes of thoughts... I will 4get abt everything soon n I mean it.

yday working is sux at 1st... totally sux. wine fair at atrium is okay, partner is alright. but no promoter for wine chiller. n out of sudden 3 customer ask mi for da chiller n since chiller isn't tat cheap, I decided to called appliance ppl to help mi. nobody came after a v.long period of time. n furthermore, store duty was appliance managment. okay den... den after a period of time, around 4.45, I decide I wan to go break, cuz partner has gone for hers and tis period is da best. so I went to ask revathay for break. she was a bit weird weird when I ask for my break. I guess she 4get abt me, she dun give a care abt atrium. nvm den. went down to c c. saw zhong ming. n he ask y i so late go break. told him da reason. den reach c c. saw meera n I greet her. den she asked me for my MC. I told her I give Hamidah n she left it on her desk. she say nope. den nvm lor... realli moody le... den go up level 1, wan to buy wine. den run into carole n ain. told carole wad happened n she give mi some suggestion. oh man.. carole will b in suntec today. gonna missed her loads... den break wif radha... nice sia. chat wif her a lot of suntec thing. she's transfering ya... n continued wif work... no problems at all... so happy. promoter offered mi white wine n loads more... haha... n somehow I ask revathay y I always close atrium or front plaza, den she say I v.stable. haha... so happy abt it.

anyway, my laptop is spoilt... all thx to my bro... gonna ask him to pay for da service, cuz I hardly use but I love my wall paper... WINNIE da pooh!

2009-08-02T04:57:00.003+08:00

sometimes I jus wan to 4get everything... pretend that there is nothing ever happened to us, not even da friendship we r holding on. we nv have a past or future. we r jus friends who love to bully each other. wad more can I ask for from u. I wun take da step again, nv ever again in my life. I did tat last time was bcuz of a dare, a dare from my gd friend at tat point of time. how can I ever 4get abt u... I wan to try... but will I ever succeed? I realli dun noe... in ur heart, I'm jus a friend... tat's all... bye~

2009-07-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

happy happy today~

cuz jus celebrate sandy's birthday n we have loads of things to say... too bad... babe wasn't here. kinda missed her... anyway, we haf great fun and aso more outing for us~

jus bought more than 100 bucks worth of body shop products... gonna try it real soon~ haha... but some is present n babe's stuff too~ haha...

tml gg to work~

2009-07-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

have not been blogging for all these while... quite sad abt it, but i'm busy at this moment. finally stay at home for serveral nite... well... smth did happened... dun wish to comment much... but live still have to carry on...

abt my tagboard, I will remove it soon(Clare, I need ur help). anyway, quite touched by clare n guava's words... but still... for da bastard, I dun wish to say much...

anyway, yday was a nice day. v.long nv open normal counter. counter 14(for an hr) den counter 6. haha... quite happy... have a great time wif xixi, wari, jeeva, nadya, zhong ming & lastly, SHAHED. haha... den when counting money, it was jeeva tat help mi... haha... jeeva praised mi for having a nice n easy float to count... quite happy abt it... but sad bcuz he's transfering to another outlet... suntec city wif carole, syuhada, rahda n hamidah... oh gosh... i'm gonna missed u esp jeeva n carole... haaha... njoy working tis few days. haha.. sometimes opening normal counter is fun... haha... atrium can b quite boring too....

hehe...

anyway, thur is coming... is it a good news or bad? shld b good... well...
-Sandy's birthday celebration is on that day... hope she will enjoy herself wif us... still haven buy her birthday present...
-bestie friend-wari is gg hoilday wif nadya n rahman(I think so)... so hope he can njoy himself lor... plzz bring mi back a gift...
-CALVIN is coming to sg... he asked mi to acc him on tat day de... but too bad... I got attachment n need to attend sandy's birthday celebration... so VERY SAD abt it... oh gosh... I missed him a lot a lot... well, we got 7 mths since we last meet... at city square... n he hit my head... well... though we have broken up, but we still maintain gd relationship... hehe... cuz he's a nice guy n he understand me...

well.... I shall end here... my bro will start complaining....

2009-07-24T11:17:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzJgsdluaaI&feature=related

has been listening to this song for a few years le n I somehow found this in youtube jus now...

well, memories r brought forwards... loads of it... da 1st time I ever remember tis song(I only noe how to sing n nv bother to remember song's title) was in sec 2 or 3. think sec 3, sars period. from a friend whom I lost contact. frankly speaking, I dun tok to tis guy much in pri sch day, properly I only same class wif him 1 yr(if u wan to know hu is he, ask mi personally), n we rarely talk much. haha... den we bcum gd friend until sec 5 ba, when he go poly den we hardly contact n I knew he changed his email add but I jus lazy to add him. I think he 4get abt me ba...

yday was facebook-ing wif an an, my pri 5 & 6 classmate/friend... n a lot of memories jus brought back. it's nt something gd or smth bad... jus memories tat will bring me to bcum emo. feel like crying sometimes... u noe when u look back at da memories, there is a strong force tat make u feel like u have grown up, u r no longer da small gal gal in da past. ur thoughts r totally different n somehow u will feel tat u have mature in certain ways...
gr... I wanna b alone...

2009-07-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

updating after a long period of time...

1st of all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DA CUTEST GAL IN C4, KAIEN!

jus come back from her advanced celebration organised by me & wari. video by syarfa

kinda tired, cuz have been doing since da morning... but lucky everything turn out well...

KAIEN, I dun mean to lie to u de...

anyway, da celebration is quite okay...

n thru tis celebration... I found out da following thing

-Clare can realli eat a lot of junk food... n her mouth will nv stop

-JiaYu is realli a nice gal/friend. she somehow help to clean up da mess we have created... of cuz, others did help up, n she can hold alcoholic drink.

-Shihui scare xiao qiang n her expression damn funny

-Syarfa can do a lot of com stuff...

tat's all peeps... no mood to blog le...

2009-07-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

THIS IS MY FINAL WARNING TO THOSE WHO ARE/HAS BEEN DISTURBING IN MY BLOG. PLZ STOP ALL THIS NONSENSE OF YOURS. YOUR BEHAVIOR IS COMPLETELY CHILDISH. NOBODY IN THIS BLOG WILL EVER GIVE A GOD-DAMN RESPECT TO U. I'M HIGHLIGHTING THIS AS I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL DA NONSENSE AND RUBBISH FROM DA 2 IDOLTS IN MY BLOG.
AND FOR BEEBEE, U THINK I DUN NOE HU DA HECK U R MEH? NONE OF MY EX IS AS IRRATING AS U. AND FOR UR REAL INFORMATION, OUR RELATIONSHIP IS OVER FOR 1 YEAR. PLEASE GET A LIFE AND STOP INSISTING THAT I'M YOUR GALFRIEND. CUZ I WILL FEEL ASHAMED FOR HAVING A GUY TO TAKE MONEY FROM HIS GAL N U R DA HIM. SO, PLZ GET OUT. I THINK U CAN RANK AS THE WORLD MOST CMI GUY LE.

2009-07-10T17:29:00.002+08:00

suddenly gt the urge to blog this...

after chatting wif kjw online

i missed da old cashier

almost everyone rox

we behave like a big family

kjw wan to come back

but after his army

haha...

missed da days when da 4 of us hang out

but now, only left 2 of us

me & someone else

kjw & him were in army

omfg... I missed them a lot

slacking in taka

eating kfc

taking pic

using 1.3 px camera phone

haiz... i missed da 4 of us

2 1988, 1989 & 1990

2009-07-03T17:12:00.001+08:00

've been searching for da problem for 1hrs n more...

yet I cannt find da problem

project is in da hand over process

yet i cannt figure out da problem

i hate myself

i wan to kill myself

i hate to face problem

hate my lifestyle

hate myself a lot a lot

i need a break from my stress

kerlyn cheong jiahui u sux

let me leave this world

to the neatherworld

n let me b alone

kill me plz

da cruel world

i hate it

y m i so useless

bloody hell gal

go n die la

in da depression state

i have to get out here

no matter wad happen

someone please save mi

i hate nonsense ppl

get a life plz

2009-07-03T16:35:00.000+08:00

I wan to kill da stress within me, kill da laziness inside me...

I jus wan everything to goes well...

I hate da way my parents behave, money minded is nv my style.

I wan to b happy, enjoy every moment of my life...

all sucky moment plz get lost...

2009-07-02T12:34:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I missed my sec sch...

2009-07-01T10:40:00.002+08:00

wow... v.long nv blog le.. cuz nth realli happen n nth much to blog.

anyway, yday was a super fun day out... cuz it's my bestie friend bday! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO WARI! haha... his birthday was organised by me & nadya. quite a bit of last min preparation, but everything was gg well...

well, I cab down from nus to ps hopefully to go centrepoint with maytian. but she finish her work late. so nvm... go to centerpoint alone. to meet kaien n da rest. but in da end, only kaien turn up. so while waiting for kaien, I went to buy a memory stick... haha... den when kaien came, we went to subway to buy cookies den go to polar shop to collect wari's birthday cake. den jiu go up to level 6 to buy him a helium balloon... da balloon v.big la... but I like it, though it's quite pricey... den maytian was there... den kaien bring the super big ballon to sakura. but she cute, keep on accdientally hitting ppl lor. den when we reach, we had to wait for others lor... den around 7pm den we go into sakura. hahaha... so wari get his 1st birthday present from us. a t-shirt, idea from me, design by nadya and rahman go n make it. den we send wari to toilet to make him changed into da shirt. farzi n zhongming was send into the toilet to make sure he gt changed lor. haha... den after tat we continued to eat until v.late. around 9 plus, den we decided to surprised him with a birthday cake. Farzi carry out the cake to our table. and sakura is nice enough to play a birthday song for wari. haha.. wari was quite shocked... haha...den he make a wish n we present him a present tat everyone shared for him. haha... we asked him to guess, n da clue is damn obvious lor... dun noe y he cannt guess. anyway, den asked him to open da present himself. haha... da way he open present is super funny lor... quite girlish or rather v.gentle. haha... den when he saw da thing, he give a v.cute expression. haha... I think he nv thought we will buy this gift for him.
anyway, wari... we get u this present cuz u r eye-ing for a camera for a v.long period of time le. haha.. den we took a lot of pic b4 proceeding back to c4 to pass da cake. haha...
anyway, a total of 15 people attended da celebration. me, nadya, wari, farzi, kaien, rahman, maytian, shuyi, sharo, zhongming, guava, chin lun, ain, syrafa, syu. den after tat a grp of us went to kbox n sing... but is cashbox. haha...

shall end here... no mood to talk abt h1n1

2009-06-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

well... nearly 1 wk nv blog le. nth to blog recently...

well, working is quite okay... except tat sat was posted to suntec(again). suntec has realli a lot of customer(so do ps), but da problem is... last wkend was posb 5%+5%, and I was located at their posb counter at lvl 2(like ps b2), so da queue shld nt b tat long, but somehow the queue is super long. n when I take over another counter, da aunty simply f**k up upside down. how I noe their settlement need 2 copy, somemore everytime is anita tat help mi do de... so freaking angry wif her. I explained tat I'm frm ps and I've been working in c4 for nearly 9mth.. is already 9mths, gg to 10mths le... den she say tat even 1yrs plus cashier aso v.blur. den nvm lor... I take over da counter wif my own id... dun haf any problem la... nv make any mistake until my break. den go break finish, loads of problem come out. da queue is freaking long... and da credit machine hang... so I asked to changed to another posb counter... and an immediate mistake is made... so fed up n da supervisor is quite okay... adeline is quite nice n nv give mi any stress... but da other 1... I dun wan to say more. and worst... a few non-posb ppl come... n since tis is nt my ps outlet, I realli dare not to f**k them upside down... den tis case is da worst... an appliance customer come n ask mi to settle his bill... of cuz I will do la... how I know he's an appliance customer. den he say da price is wrong... f**k... wad shall I do? Adeline is at level 1 doing refund. so I go n ask if any of da suntec cashier know how to do... so I ask tis cheena lady, n she f**k me with tis.. "u dun noe how to go in n check ar?" I seriously v.angry n give her a face... f**k la... wad u wan... u all nt enough cashier, send ps cashier come, den when they need help, u all dun noe how to guide them ar? at least tell them nicely lor... dun need to f**k them so much rite... and I can say tat they r bloody hell selfish lor... at least ps cashier is a lot more betta than them. we gt great bond, unlike them... after tat I complaint to shuyi... even if I angry at ps, I aso nv kana f**k so jialat... irrating, stupid cheena gal... well, lucky linda is not here... if not, I make sure I complaint u until u cry.... n I did complain to ps cashier on sun... guess wad... even rong ying aso felt da same thing. haha...

anyway, after work on fri, went out wif princess, clare n shihui to eat... eat near orchard plaza.. I order logan drink(wif clare), beef fried rice(but he give me wif chili), den tissue prata... n tissue prata is nice lor... sat aso went out wif them plus sherizan, wari n guava to eat at bencollen street.. haha.. nice meal...

2009-06-15T13:36:00.002+08:00

erm... A few days nv realli blog something tat suit my heart... so tis post is gg to b a entry of my past few days...

erm... thurs was out to suntec city, pc fair. go there is to find ppl de lor... acc maytian n wari. haha... they r nice lor... anyway, they r my fav ppl... saw clare, shihui & their friend. talk for a while. den dump into benedit from np... den after tat saw joanne from hy. haha... but nv talk to joanne cuz she nv saw mi. haha...

fri went back to ste for presentation. last min den prepare, but my last min skill is always quite good. somehow my brain juices work in da last min lor. hahaa... den my presentation was quite good, cuz johnny quek was present and another guy is not any of our supervisor. so he nv realli ask mi question lor. haha... den after tat went to work. quite disappointed not at b2. cuz jeeva was there n he realli rox(I will tell u how much he rox later). n since I was at level 1, I was quite sad... but lucky clare is around. den da supervisor is not somebody tat is nice. she order ppl around and seriously got attiude problem. n worst still, put a mask in front of customer. tis type of ppl is v.bitchy n I have mention in my previous entry tat she make me realli pissed off... well, let's called her R. den after work, daddy come n drive mi home. hehe... not bad la... but I did complaint to ann abt it. hehe... n da R somehow scold clare in front of customer. bloody hell idoit...
sat work at level 1 again... but tis time with carole, wari, shuyi, syuhada, clare, shihui n some cashier tat i dun even remember their name. haha... but i went break alone, which I dun like, but saras was with mi. heard a lot of thing n I complaint to her abt R. cuz R is totally a different person. is like... 2 different ppl sharing a same name. haha... den after work, shihui, clare and kaien waited for me & wari. den we go centerpoint's mac to eat n after tat NR home. but somehow da more we chat, da more we dun wan to sleep. after having our meal at mac, we walk n walk... in da end, we went to far east n sat at their 7-11. haha... loads of fun with them. they rox man... so sat teams is called- 2 1988s + 2 1992s. haha... v.fun gg out with them. anyway, at 7.30 we bus-ed to plaza sing. haha.. we enter thru da subway's door. den got a lot of customer for morning maddness and when they saw us, they look at us as though we r their fans, except they nv scream n say hi to us. haha... den we saw jeeva and we rush to jeeva as though as he's our idol. haha... I was at level 1 again, with wari, shihui n kaien. tis time round v.nice. jeeva give us all da counter tat we want. den he let us go break together lor... with ain too... but at night was with R again... so sway sia... dun wish to talk much..

2009-06-13T10:17:00.002+08:00

I PROMISE TO MAKE TIS BLOG A PRIVATE ONE IF ANYONE WAN TO CONTINUE WITH HIS/HER NONSENSE... ESP THOSE WHO I HATE A LOT... NO POINT LE... U R IN A STAGE TAT U DUN EVEN DESERVED TO B MY FRIEND. I DUN WAN TO B NASTY TO NAME UR NAME OUT, SO PLZ GET LOST FROM WHERE U R RIGHT NOW...

2009-06-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'M SUPER DUPER ANGRY NOW... ANGRY AT WORK AND NOW REACH HOME EQUALLY ANGRY... IF YOU ALL WAN TO ME IN AN ANGRY STATE, DUN BLAME ME IF I DID ANYTHING BAD. I MAKE SURE U ALL REGRET... AND FOR DA PERSON WHO MAKE ME ANGRY JUS NOW. NV EVER DID I IN C4 SO ANGRY AS RIGHT NOW. I SEE YOU WILL PISSED OFF, SO DUN BLAME MI IF I'M RUDE TO U. U DESERVED IT DE. NO WONDER SO MANY CASHIER DUN LIKE U. I FINALLY FOUND DA REASON FOR IT!

2009-06-11T13:40:00.004+08:00

currently listen to a chinese song sing by J-star, Le Yuan. This song v.nice wor... love da smoothness in this song. haha... can say I'm a love + slow song freak ba. This is da link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRUpZvOB BAg&feature=related

jus now aso listen to 尋友啟示 by ming dao n meng zhe. it's a song abt friendship. haha... den I go facebook, saw zi fang's facebook, her class photo, make me suddenly feel v.emo.

This is my beloved 5n3 class.
Top row: Joline, me & Sheena
Middle row: Liyu, Nisha, Adilah, Sharon, Biwei, YingZhi, Stephen, Yusliza, Faezah, Azri, Afini, Ili, Sharrifah, Reshmel, Esmond, Hanrong, Yongming, Weicong, YiSheng.
Front Row: Vienna, YingXuan, Farhan, Nicolas, Gabriella

That's all for now...

2009-06-09T12:00:00.002+08:00

last nite working was fun. at b2 initially but transfer to level 1. so wif wari, maytian & jeeva. I open ann counter. n somehow short $4.80. carole counted da float. n we jus shout, "Ann, you short!" tis sound like she's realli short(though she quite short). haha... den I was laugh again... haha... but she aso v.cute. while mi n maytian was walking up da travellator, she make an u-turn and walk with us. bcuz there is a distance in between us, she swing her "mr short"(which I gave her). so cute tat I wan to laugh... hehe... so she was realli cute tis few days...
Den after work, me, wari n maytian slack outside 7-11, cuz we r hungry. den we bought a total of 4 mash potato(give shuyi & sharo 1) and 3 cookies(wari). haha... cuz we bought cracker frm c4, we decided to eat it with mash potato. it was super nice sia... den after eating, they send mi to take my bus. haha... have a lot of laughter... like, maytian said I live between Pionner & "Johor", which is actually joo koon, not johor. haha... den mi n wari laugh like hell. ohya... wari aso say smth cute n funny. he tried to say swine flu in chinese, but he mixed it up, so he said "H-yi-N-one". haha... he forget to reverse da 2nd "one" to "yi". haha... so cute rite... hehe... later gg out wif these 2 again... wow... da 3 1988s...

2009-06-08T10:19:00.002+08:00

hehe... has not been blogging a few days le... was busy at work... fri whole day working, haha... rare case sia... kerlyn cheong so hardworking. haha... den at night go buy prezzie for a sweetie(KAIEN) n my sis. den jiu continue to work. was posted to b2, but somehow they transfer mi up to level 1 after some time. so was at b2 opening POSB. haha... den at lvl 1 was my worst counter, counter 13. I told jeeva that da counter sux, yet he still give mi. but nevertheless, I did not faint tis time round. haha... den ann come n scan for me. haha... love her man... den she was quite fierce on fri lor. hope she wun b tat fierce anymore n somemore she's my fav management la. haha...
sat was my most sucky day as a cashier. was at b2. open posb at 1st, den after tat went to counter 21 to open counter, but I give a lot of trouble to devi... so sorry abt it... but lucky tat day nv short tat much. haha... near 3 bucks. da funny thing is tat i took some time to close my counter, cuz need to settle xiaoni & linda's thing. den after tat go CC room to ask for settlement card(devi's with wati). den ann pass mi hers and jeeva ask mi to give him my float, so dun need to counter money. I wrote da rest on myself. den da funny thing come, devi ask mi for my float bag, cuz she nth to do. den I say my float is with her dear, den jeeva say; plz lor, I'm single! haha... tis couple is da cutest couple in c4 lor. haha... den commerical department's mark come in. den ann was in da cc. so everyone was shouting, ANN, YOUR BOYFRIEND IS HERE! haha... after a while, ann come out n they 2 talk a while. den after tat I give ann a kiss signal and we 2 laugh like hell... nope, is I laugh like hell, she jus laugh. den after tat, me & wari waited for maytian to haf some meal outside 7-11. we ate quite a lot of food, but I think I ate da most. 1 pasta & 1 marsh potato. den wari n may tian share a cup noodles and we 3 share 2 big gulp, 1 packet of mayoniese-flavoured potato chip, 2 double chip. haha... den jiu go home. reach home at 3am and slp all da way to 10am.
sun was at level 1. counter 6 at da beginning and after tat at posb. haha.... I was supposed to go break at 3, but in da end go at 5.15. cuz some guy MIA. haha... den nvm lor. 4pm haf to sign off n go to posb cuz xixi haf to go back. den at 4pm, nadya come ask mi if I haf go for my break, den I say no... den at posb, jeeva ask mi da same qn. haha... den at 4.45, carole ask mi if i will faint, but I told her nope. haha.. cuz my replacement, punita will b coming up soon... den at 5.10, punita come, but she went to jeeva's counter(counter 12) to relieve him. den carole was a bit shocked, but she ask zhongming to replace mi instead. so thank god, got zhongming around. haha... he's a realli nice cashier-cum-friend. den i go break with jeeva. we talk a while den he go smoke. haha... den jiu work until closing lor. haha.. with jeeva opp mi is realli quite fun, cuz he realli v.nice. haha... den I help him to pack lor. haha.. den near closing, I scan for him, cuz he go clear basket. haha... den carole help mi do closing. haha.. she's v.nice nowsday.
haha... shall continue with my work le...

2009-06-04T10:17:00.001+08:00

hehe... nv update for serveral day le...

haha... jus received a phone called from a friend, alvin. cuz I sms-ed him happy birthday. and he called to ask mi who I m... wth... anyway, I dun give a damn. haha... he's not a bad guy, but... jus dun wish to comment much.

Anyway, I've moved my current work place from the old kpkb place... to a new place in another part of NUS. Well, tis place look more like an office to me lor. so I'm alone here again, but nevertheless, I hope to enjoy my stay here. well, my work load has increase trememously, but I still watch my youtube. haha... I'm a freak to that...

anyway, think I'm gaining a lot of weight. has been eating NON-STOP. I hope I stop eating, but my mouth cannot stop lor. haiz... so jus keep on eating. hahaha... eating lay's again! and my new fav is cookies. sound funny to me, but it's a fact. love famous amos cookies, subway cookies & 7-11 cookies. haha... but most of it is double chocolates cookies... omg... I'm getting fat. anyway, he brought mi to soup to eat on tue. or rather, I requested it. haha... it was nice lor. ate samsui chicken, yao zu black chicken soup, fish belly for dinner. fish belly is realli nice lor. think it's my 1st time eating it. but I give a thumb up for that. anyway, aso have my dessert, nan bei xin xue li. it's a hot dessert for me, cuz I prefer it to me hot and it's a lot nicer when's it's in a hot state. haha...

shall stop blogging now, gotta do my work...

yin, I missed you! =D

2009-05-31T15:17:00.002+08:00

my 107th post

wad does 107 stand for? It stand for a good class in year 2000, in a neigbourhood sch called huayi sec sch, hyss. I mean my 107. it's a v.united class. we love each other companion, gossip n doing interesting thing together as a class. haha... i think & believe that tis type of experience u have to feel it yourself de. haha...

anyway, I'm blogging using my lappy now. wow... it's like I v.long nv use my lappy to blog. well, this lappy is now a property of my bro. haha... cuz i have no time to use & managed it. hehe... den nvm lor. and y m I at home now? cuz I'm not working. haha... lame ans, but it's a fact. not tat i no longer work at c4, but I took my dad off as tml is daddy's birthday. hehe... gonna make some nice meals and let daddy happy. haiz... jus now quarrel with mummy. she started da matter 1st de. always ask mi for money, though I know my words r blunt, but I realli have no choice. sorry abt it...

haha... yday was at posb counter, counter 9. well, 1st time tat customer r not tat irrating. haha... mayb I'm more guai lan tis time round. well, wif revathay(again) and shuyi at level 1. omg... tis wk, it seem like I'm working with this 2 cashier. haha... den I ask my plastic bag, and carole v.nice to give mi a lot of plastic bag. haha... seldom haf a day I got too many plastic bag and I couldn't finish using. hehe... anyway, working was fun. n after work, mi, syuhada, wari, he, clare and shihui went to newton to eat. this time w/o kaien. haiz... but nvm... we did enjoyed ourself. tis time we spend a total of 122 bucks on da following thing...

drinks:
me-logan drink
him-pesi and lime juices
wari-green apple juices and avcado juice(I think so)
syuhada aka princess - tea terik, ice lemon tea & watermelon juices(she's a water tank)
clare- logan drink & ju hua cha
shihui- coke

food:
-12 chicken wings
-cereal prawn
-1 non bbq stingray w/ sauce(for me to eat)
-1 sambal stingray
-1 lalal(only wari eat)
-1 sea ham(me, him & princess eat)
-1 kai lan
-1 FREE kang kong(only princess & shihui eat)

haha... after tis meal, I can conclude tat....
-Clare dun eat too much seafood
-Shihui anything aso eat, except see ham
-Wari love to drink juices
-Princess is a water tank and can realli eat
-fruity wanted to drink japanese bear, but cannot....
-Kerlyn dun eat spicy.

haha... they r great eating pals. too bad... zhong ming not here...

Haha... gonna cook dinner soon.

2009-05-27T11:46:00.001+08:00

haha... suddenly feel like blogging tis after reading 1 of my friend's blog...

I <3 working at c4 though customer sux. cuz cashier rulez... Realli enjoy da moment we hang out at 7-11, have our meal, play pranks at each other, muackz with ain, syarfa, gossip with kaien, wari, maytian, shuyi, zhong ming, calling sharo mei nu. but sharo is indeed mei nu. den a lot of fun here n there. kpkb abt customer behind their backs. train-ing home with nadya, talking abt genting trip with her, bus-ing with syhuda and crapping with her, not to 4get, make face with her. c4 is a place when we r on duty, everyone is strict, but off duty, everyone is super nice. haha... not to 4get my dearest ann! I love to scream her name out and she always let mi buy sushi de. haha... no sushi, no kerlyn. I love to eat sushi! haha... paid day coming out le... hope we got da time to go n eat. midnight sales! haha... mayb gg to eat at da coffee shop which mi, him & kaien went. beef fried rice plz! haha... omg... I'm hungry again. going to eat after blogging this entry! c4-mates rox! I missed MISS CHEW!

2009-05-27T10:06:00.002+08:00

I dun care much abt my latest post, even if they see, I have nth to comment. it's da fact tat I'm saying, not lying thru my teeth. I think old cashier will think so esp on wkend night shift.

well, yday was a good example. only 1 new cashier show up. so u c ya, we work for da sake of c4. quite sad to say abt tis, but it's da fact.

nth to update much recently. but I think I'm getting fatter & fatter. got da urge to eat roast pork rice... dun noe y suddenly like roast pork so much... k... shall update later...

2009-05-27T09:51:00.000+08:00

new cashier make old cashier work harder for da company

2009-05-22T10:34:00.002+08:00

back inside my office
it's not like I wasn't at here yday
I was
but went to sgh to work at 10am

nth much happened
felt tired da whole day
slp not long ago when I reach home
on my comfy bed at 8.45pm
shit...
since when Kerlyn Cheong is so tired...
gotta take some days off to sleep

sleep until 6.15am today
alarm sounded
n changed da timing to 6.30
rush like hell in my bathroom
but still enjoying the hot bath
with da mirror all with HOT water vapour
haha
as usual
changed n took bus 241
241 is always tat crowded
as it serve between boon lay mrt
n pioneer mrt
not to forget
jurong west st 91 & 92 peeps
sometimes I wonder...
is jurong da most crowded area
but sometimes peeps will aruge with mi
saying amk
well
da fact tat jurong has more than 1000
FLATS
esp jurong west ALONE
got a lot of A,B,C,D blks
wow~
I'm living in a big estate

anyway
wonder anyone got watch channel u tv
last night
at 8pm
by mo xiao ling
and yi da li
da show is funny
esp da details
and abt ugly singaporean
realli hate those singaporean
who like to squeeze into the mrt cabin
i mean
u shld let da passenger go out FIRST
den u go in la
ppl dun go out
how u go in
n tis happened to those uncle and aunty
kiasu-sim
hate it

nth much
later den blog

2009-05-20T11:31:00.002+08:00

current location: stee blk b, level 4
current mood: emotion-less
current job: staring at my com
current level of noise: quite quiet in my office

sitting in my office rite now. everyone was busy doing their own work. waiting for another computer's user to finish using, den it's my turn, to do da stupid thing called AUTOCAD. not say stupid, but it take ages to master it. wonder y tan ann can so fast master it. haha... mayb it's called old bird. dun wish to do anything rite now. i wan my bed, my comfortable bed, with 1 pillow, 1 bloster, 1 red-cushion(without cover), 4 different size of winnie da pooh n my blanklet. changed my bed sheet on mon. feel good... haha... find myself quite lazy.

I turn around, saw johnny quek's blur face. wanted to laugh, but cannt, cuz he's my supervisor. my 1st eva supervisor to let mi felt so free n easy by his side. haha... sound like some words of romance, but believe it or not, he's a good supervisor. da type tat u will do ur work automatically n no feelings of stress by his side. most importantly, when there's smth serious pop out, his signature smile will always b there. n he look like pooh pooh to me. pooh pooh as in, a guy will a belly n with some fats. well, it's a bit like daddy lor. haha... plus humourous.

anyway, last night my blk seem to b a bit messy. directly below my flat, it's a rented unit. it used to b some chinese national living in there. but somehow, last night, my sis board da lift. 2 bangagla(pardon mi wif wrong spelling), 1 was standing outside da lift, while da rest went in da lift wif my sis. not pressing anything. so it was kinda ereerie.... yucks... hate tis type of feeling. den I went to bed, with a heat-up wif my dad n sis. dun wish to comment more...

I wan my bed terribly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYRAFA!

2009-05-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

a new way to eat my cough syrup is to... eat a prawn after swallowing it...

2009-05-18T13:17:00.012+08:00

WARI! da best pic I ever taken
on him!~

with Niang~ attachment at nus!~

flyer + WARI

me at c4!~

sick still get my fav no!~

zilian queen!~

2009-05-18T11:06:00.002+08:00

current status: sick plus fever
current mood: okay

I tot of wanting to post wari pic online now, but sad to say, my hp got some problem, therefore cannt upload it. so sad... anyway, I have mc-ed myself from my 2 job so 3 days... actually is 4 days. fri, sat, mon n tue. but hamidah put mi mc-ed on sat, so I dun noe whether I consider no-show or mc. but... I dun wish to care. fri was a hell to mi. went to da clinic located in my office, is damn kns. she measure my temperature n say no fever, den doc nv give mi fever medicine. den when I on mrt-ed home, my whole body is boiling hot. so go home n rest, sleep until 7pm when I wake up with my whole body fever-ish. den ate some medicine. den sleep again. den abt sat... dun wish to comment... say le equal to throw face at myself. den sun, went to flyer with him, wari, babe n maytian. meet babe on 502, den meet wari at marina sqaure mac to eat. den aftrer tat meet him n maytian at flyer. flyer is not tat interesting after all, can say quite boring. den afte tat eat a bit, den jiu go back to plaza sing to work. at atrium sia... quite okay.... but somehow quite stressful, cuz kana complaint due to long queue... haiz... nothing more to comment.

2009-05-14T13:56:00.002+08:00

erm... quite a few days nv blog, cuz gt a period of time not inside office.

well, jus come back from np... da feeling isn't tat good... cuz I see a lot of my friends graduating without mi... so sad, but wad can I do. erm... nothing... reach sch around 9.05. saw mango(alvin) & irman. so seat beside them. soon, da ceremony started. den can see a lot of face tat I know, standing on da stage n taking pic. Saw jacky, hongsoon, yongjun, yavin, ruixia, jj, travis, hincong, siti, harold, jonathan, kenerd, kennerdy, joshua, jason, nas, sweeling, stephen, aili, kianwee, shawn, nas, feezah, vicki, candy, wenting, soonyu, tianjie, amy, cally and a lot more ba... a few dun noe their name.

anyway, saw randy n kahhwee inside convention centre... haha... it's like I v.long nv saw them or nv catch up with them. haha... though kahhwee stay near me, but we hardly see each other. den randy, I very long nv msn with him le... but I still remember tat u r exactly 7mths younger than me... den we start talking abt sec friend. heard from them, yixiang(my sec 2 home-econ's partner(if I nv remember it wrongly)) went to nus. den shiying(my sec 1 buddy) went to ntu. congrates to u all wor... anyway, heard a few names tat has graduated.... haha... but tis graduating ceremony is not as good as my huayi graduation ceremony, da feeling is totally different.. erm... not bcuz I'm seating in as a guest today, but da feeling tat huayi gave mi is unforgettable.

anyway, happy birthday in advance or belated to da fellow ppl:
1st may- Farzi
10th may- yongming
11th may- uncle
12th may- Wendy Lau, Wendy yong & zhiwei
18th may- biao ge
21st may- biao di
27th may- steven teo

erm... this few days nothing more to say, cuz I realli hate gg home. but I go home cuz I'm feeling super sicky... now aso v.sick. a lot of virus within me lor... haiz... no time to take care...

2009-05-11T11:18:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling realli guilty early morning. Reach home around 1.30am and demand my bro to let mi use. He made no sound and told him to let mi use for 10mins. so he went living room to slag. but somehow I used for 20mins and can u imagine, he actually fall asleep. OMG... den I wake him up to return my lappy to let him use. so he went on to watch his movie. well, I think he was addictive to lin yi chen. and surprisingly, he nv made any complaint. well... I <3 my bro da most. Esp when he done something that made me realli touch a few years ago. Well, his birthday is coming in less than a month, so no matter wad, I need to buy him a v.gd birthday present. So KERLYN CHEONG, u must not short money anymore... PIGGY'S BIRTHDAY GIFT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING ELSE. I realise tat my bro mean a lot to me... haha... no choice...

anyway, working is alright, but sometimes customer r jus too sickening, example... at fp, a look alike-gay man who bought a dvd and found out tat he has a exactly one came for refund. but it's not at a re-sale condition, so da promoter dun let him changed. n he insisted that I said LAST SUN tat I allowed him to change. PLZ lor, last sun I"M NOT ON DUTY at FP! So freaking angry at customer accusing me for something tat I nv promised yet pointed his finger at me. This type of customer does not deserved my respect. Nxt, come a super old uncle. and I realli hate those uncle who r english-educated n think he f**king smart or think he super big therefore, need more respect(eg, my dad). anyway, he bought a dvd tat is black n white and has no sound. but tat's da video purpose, to make him laugh n furthermore, on da back cover, it was STATED CLEARLY. so he went argue with da promoter. so after some arguement, he went to info one and COMPLAINT. finally he get something tat he wan, which is, an unreasonable ans from da management. n after tat, he ai-ya-papaya come over & HAO LIAN TO ME abt this. he even claim, HE COMPLAINTED TO DA MANAGEMENT ABT DA PROMOTER. wtf... I dun even care... so wad u win... u r jus been unreasonable. okay.. after all this, there isn't any troublemaker le... but somehow, 1 cashier lost her phone, purse n important item. I dun noe her name, but this is getting worst lor... it seem like the theif in c4's female locker know how to steal thing. tis time round, she stole things from locker tat is 2nd row and is all da way in. that time my locker is ramped but nothing was taken as I was not on duty b4 12pm and I have nothing important inside except my pass... somemore all my thing is only water bottle... so dear gals, whoever locker is inside da middle roll, plz be careful. so far I remember, r yee phyo, shuyi, maytian, xiaoni, xixi, nadya... so ya.. take care...

2009-05-08T09:27:00.002+08:00

hehe... a few days nv blog le... anyway, 'm here to blog abt yday...

yday... reach work late... nvm. got timothy wif mi. late together. den do some work, den 9.30 called him, but found out he still snoring at home. haha... nvm lor... decided to facebook-ed a while more b4 gg back to sch to hand in report n collect my sis's graduation grown. den left stee at 10.00am. exchanged key n waited for bus 86. whoo... first time wait for so long... quite fed up... but nvm... I thought he will b quite late... but... in da end, I was later than him. hehe... reach there, den my babe(yin) called mi. den he called mi too, but I was beside him. he nv notice as I was in contact lense. haha... den babe called mi to discuss abt Wendy's 18th birthday, which is nxt tue, but push forward to yday. den we had a bit problem, erm.. is big problem. cuz babe forget to bring her present, den da birthday gal dun wan western. so it mean, no more town area, no east, no north n only west area. n no western mean all those western food haf to cancel out. yup... so... da problem come again too. babe was busy with her work n therefore I need to plan. wahaha... always like tat de... either she plan or I plan. but nvm lor... I called her at 4pm, cuz was doing some work n went back to sch n ate at alumini. well, da food doesnt taste as gd as before... so kinda disappointed. hahha... anyway, nxt thur, I'm gg back to c my friend graduate. hehe... yup yup... so at 4.15pm, I phoned babe. we were discussing a bit more n finally decided to settle down at IMM's level 3 HOSHI restaturant. so we made some discuss thru phone n later I phone sandy to discuss more. haha... n we finally to meet at 7pm at jurong east with sandy 1st. babe will meet da birthday gal-wendy. so at 7pm, we meet n we went to IMM. we r quite in a rush bcuz my reservation is at 7.30pm. haha... first, we go to a florist. we bought a hello kitty helium ballon which is relatively cheap. ohya... got happy birthday word somemore. den nxt, we go n look for cake, small cake. haha... but in da end, we settle down for a mango bleh bleh from four leaves. hehe... den we r on time to go to da restaturant. haha... den when we reach there, we were greeted by a v.cute guy. not his look is cute, but da way he behave. so we pass our cake n ballon to him. n when he received da ballon from us, he give us a v.blur n cute face. haha... den we were brought to a room with 2 other tables. but not bad la... da enviroment quite nice. haha... we felt tat we r all by ourseleves. hehe... at 8.30pm, babe n wendy arrived. we ask our thing to b serve. haha... n wendy has all her smiles on her face, that show she was quite happy lor. she wan us to sing her a birthday song, so we sang... but a "happy birthday to mei mei". haha... tis version is v.cute lor. haha... den we ordered our dishes. seriously speaking, their food is ex, but da enviroment is good... 1st dish to serve is babe's order. chicken katsu with ebi fried plus rice n curry. da plate is big n everything look nice. haha... den nxt is me, tenda-don. hahah... not bad la... den after tat is wendy's order... but I think is noodles lor... katsu something de. den finally is sandy's order. chicken chop? I think so lor... we haf a lot of fun n had a lot of catching up to do. haha... I felt da love in my cousin, talking abt relationship n a lot more... gosh.. I wan to b bridemaid of yin! but somehow they predicted I'm first to get married... so, we shall see ba. haha....

anyway... tis is my feedback for HOSHI restaturant.
Atmosphere- 3.5/5
Service- 4/5
Attitude- 4/5
Overall feeling- 4.5/5.
Service is good, feeling is enjoyable, no stress of eating at there r a lot of seats available. da server r nice n friendly, easy-approachable.

hehe... gg to work later... so shall update more...

2009-05-04T09:18:00.002+08:00

I'm now v.tired... I wan my bed BADLY! hahaha... sat working was okay... except tat I was at front plaza in da evening. den was doing packing n helping tis counter 5 to scan. seriously, I realli dun like him. got attitude problem. 1st, break rule, no handphone allow. den he pack thing anyhow pack de... somehow wine with no double bag. I told him not to do so, yet he still like tat... haiz... den go toilet v.long... gr... but lucky I can managed on my own. haha... front plaza was boring too... ohya... got tis uncle v.rude to mi in da morning. cuz counter 8 break down on fri evening, so counter 7 is used for cashier-ing. den I was helping tis nervous little gal to pack, den tis uncle came and expect mi to do his payment... cuz I nv put "nxt lane", plz lor... since we close tis counter, of cuz it mean some purpose la. den after tat he go counter 7. den complaint tat we r wasting his time. plz lor... if I tok to u, den I'm wasting my saliva. so wad if u r da customer. I dun like singaporean customer a lot... not proud to b one of them though... hahaha... den at front plaza got some outsider, weird de... come n say all tis to me, "can u f**king switch off ur f**king speaker over there?", and bcuz I'm not in charge so I tell him tat i'm not able to do tis, den he reply, "so can u f**king ask somebody to lower down da volume?'. I realli cannt stand such guy been so rude lor. anyway, after work mi, him n kaien was thinking where to head, cuz dun noe wan to go nadya's birthday celebration or jus go home. in da end, went to seliegi road and eat fried rice. haha... finally get to get beef fried rice. den cab home, cuz raining cats n dogs.
sun working was boring, not say boring, cuz night closing for b2 was only 3, mi, dai li, sara. supervisor was nadya. den level 1 ppl aso work like hell... all thanks for new cashier(most), cuz they dun work closing, thus long queue and all old cashier have to work closing. haiz... mayb will quit ba, cannt stand it man...

2009-05-02T09:35:00.002+08:00

aw... a weird timing for me to blog on a sat morning... hahaha... mayb yday was a public hoilday, which make mi feel tat today is sun. well... yday was at posb counter... nothing much to go on... he was at express land along with a guy who is quite slow. dun wish to comment much, though... counting money was fast, though I short... realli wonder y will short cuz I hardly open my cash box yday... well... dun think too much. he short a lot, but I guess is da post void not done. nv check much abt his x-report, cuz I realli dun wish to say much abt a few things as I know gt ppl reading my blog, so ya, if u wan to know more, jus ask mi personally. den after work, mi, him, wari, kaien, suhayda, clare n shihui cab done to newton to eat. haha... got this craving of cereal prawn n "hum" haha.... so order lor. haha.... den we chat until 3 plus before making our way home. anyway, I think da uncle dun noe how to drive lor. da bill come out to b quite ex. cuz normally drop off kaien, den less than 5mins jiu reach expressway, but today take quite a long way lor. haiz... nth to talk much... cya...

2009-04-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

wow... jus come back from orchard... anyway... I'm crazy now! hahaha... cuz I was shopping jus now... haha... sound like nv went shopping lor... anyway, was at taka jus now. had my dinner over there and there is a bag plus shoe fair! OMFG!!! I'm so in love with da guess bag... well, my insane over guess product come from my cousin. she bought mi a guess wallet which make mi turn crazy... anyway, it is quite pricy lor... $69 lor... nice pink colour, but look more like adidas bag, cuz it's not clothe, but a bit more of silky... anyway, he might b buying it for mi... but... dun wan la... 69 bucks can buy a lot of nice thing. so in da end, I bought a pair of heels, cuz I need it and it's not tat pricey, only 19 bucks! haha... tat's da only thing I've tampered myself since I get my paid. anyway... after tat, walk around taka and saw GUESS shop. I was quite tampered to go in... so my leg simply drag mi in. haha... so go in and saw a lot of wallets that I like, but too bad, cannt take pic. anyway, saw a lot of wallets n thought of kaien... cuz I promised to buy her one for her birthday... anyway, da design are okay okay lor... so hopefully by the time her birthday come, betta design will turn up. haha... anyway... I have no time to post wari's pic on da blog, so nxt time guy... hahaa...

2009-04-29T09:05:00.002+08:00

KERLYN CHEONG JIAHUI is damn freaking sick! yday's morning's weather was damn nice... can't get myself out of my comfortable bed(not tat comfortable). den ask daddy to drive mi to work, den agree. so I went to bath n waited for him. but in da end, he nag at mi and refused to send mi to work. worst still, ask mi for money cuz I'm having attachment and working part time in c4. I realli v.fed up lor. for da past few yrs, I nv get any money from them, den they still wan to take money from me. I realli hate tis lor... so I nv give. It's not like a earn a few thousand. somemore I realli hate my mum. she always like to add oil into da fire whenever my dad nag at mi. sometimes realli wonder if I'm her daughter or not. plz lor... I dun like to go home cuz I dun wan to face u all. u all nag n nag NON STOP. so plz dun keep scolding mi for not coming home and jus to sleep, cuz I realli hate this family, except my bro. so in da end, I damn fed up when I walk out of da house. bang da door and wadsoeva... so wad... I dun give it a damn. den jiu dun noe wan to cab down to work or take mc. in da end, take mc. quarrelled with him too. seriously, plz stop making mi angry when I'm in da bad mood... take mc at jurong polyclinic. and something make my day. my take-medicine-queue was 8288! wahaha... so happy tat I take a pic out of it... anyway, since I'm in STEE now, therefore cannt upload any pic. so sorry... n of cuz he hao-lian tat I get tis no bcuz he was there... wad has it gotta do with u la? hahaha... den after tat bus-ed down to cineleisure to eat suki sushi buffet. quite ok with da pricing. anyway, ate 2 salmon ss, 1 amaebi s/s, 1 tai s/s, 1 salmon skin, 1 double salmon maki(like it a lot sia), 1 agedeshi tofu(too oily), 1 ebi temperua, 1 ebi fried, a lot of cream puff, 3 mango pudding. haha... nv eat tat much... omfg, I'm hungry! hahaha... he footed da bill, $44.70 for 2. quite okay la... cuz gst n service charge is included, so additional of 17% lor. haha... n he complaint... den jiu head down heeren to wait for da cutest guy in c4! WARI! haha... den walked n walked... I need a pair to shoe as my shoe is spoilt... gr... but while walking, saw a v.nice wallet, but cuz my current wallet is a v.ex gift from my cousin, so cannt dun use. haha... I love tis cousin a lot. actually saw a pair of shoe tat is quite nice, but WARI encouraged mi not to buy cuz got a lot of thread. haha... so nv buy... but seriously, tat shoe is quite cheap lor... around 21 bucks... den after tat head back to cine to watch movie, FAST & FURIOUS 4. haha... starting was quite interesting, but somehow I fall asleep, den after tat wake up again lor. haha... ending was not bad, but my rating wun b so high as I fall asleep. haha... so after watching, head to plaza sing, cuz need to do some taxi claim. well, go back always kana shot de... ppl will b saying, we not working, but will come plaza sing. haha... den after filling up all da nesscary detail, da 3 of us shop in c4 as CUSTOMER! haha... den after tat jiu look for FIZAL's birthday present lor... den after tat jiu wait for syhuda to acc her for a meal. but meanwhile, cam-whoreing time... took loads of pic of WARI! it's damn funny, n 1 of da pic, I keep laughing until my tears drop. haha... den after tat jiu go mac to wait for da rest. went to somewhere near somerset to have a meal with, ain, syrafa, wari, syhuda, zhongming, him n some guy. haha... quite fun lor... den after tat jiu cab home... so tiring n slp like a pig...

2009-04-27T09:24:00.002+08:00

back inside STEE office now, therefore can blog. anyway, yday was too tiring to blog... so ya... here m i.
since I blog abt fri work, den I shall blog abt other thingy ba... sat, late for work a little, but lucky carole nv say anything. den jiu okay lor. posted to level 1. was da roller for a while, keep all rejects. haha... until nadya ask jonathan to go eat. at counter 4. dun like... cuz da scanner(gun) sux. so... I requested to change counter... to jeeva. haha.... den after my 1/2hr break, I changed to express counter. mi n counter 12 clear queue a few times... but da queue nv stop ending lor... so... v.tired. den I tot I can go break with KAIEN... but Devi say it's too busy to let mi go. so I'm quite upset... but nvm... I know her reason. haha... I'm nice k... den around 6.30pm, jonathan take over mi for break. den eat with Ramizah. haa... 1st time eat with her... den quite okay lor. den go back to level 1 after break. queue was as long as ever. den ann come for a while... but around 8plus, queue stop... I thought it will stop for quite sometime, but it nv lor... around 8.45, queue start again... so freaking sianz lor... den nvm... finally stop at 10plus... den go toilet, actually is to find KAIEN at b2. haha... den chat wif some cashier at b2 lor... den work until 12am... cuz of da stupid midnight sales... haha... not much thing happened tat day except for POSB. lucky i'm not tat cashier. PUNITA(I dun know how to spell her name). well... tis bloody customer come to posb for payment.... n she say it's only for memeber.. den da customer was v.angry... cuz he say there r no customer behind, so y can't he queue there... so ya... he fighht with her. as his thing is all in tat counter, her ask punita to transfer all his thing to another counter... so ya... she nv transfer n accept da payment lor. I seriously dun like da customer lor. we r not his vending machine lor... y can't he jus treat us poliety? irrating with tis customer sia. anyway, such customer does not deserve any right treatment from da cashier. and I mean it lor... den after working, mi, KAIEN, WARI, NADYA and him went to eat da somewhere near somerset. I ate mutton fried rice w/o chilli, KAIEN ate da same thing but WITH chilli. den WARI & NADYA ate something tat I dun noe, but I know it's quite ex. HE ate mee goreng. haha.. .suddenly got da urge to eat instant noodle of mee goreng. haha.. den cab home with everyone except NADYA. So frm plaza sing, to potong pasir(HIM), sim ave(WARI), yishun(KAIEN), den my house. I like da cab uncle a lot... cuz we send WARI home, da uncle immediately locked da door cuz we had to go pass geylang. haha... den after arriving at KAIEN's place, uncle stop to look if KAIEN has reach her lift, den he goes off. so thoughtful abt him. den upon arriving at my place, 2 atm card fails to use... den uncle drive mi to da atm machine near my house, but unfortunately, it was down. den I only left with 49 bucks n he accept my payment. send mi back to my house... den after bathing jiu slp.
sun.. woke up late and went plaza sing to hand my clam form n eat... so tired... watch da last segmant for da star award and lucky can catch xiao tian! Haha... so happy... den my bro say I siao lor. haha...

later den blog again ba... kinda tired...

2009-04-25T10:39:00.002+08:00

hehe... nt suppose to blog now... but still I blog. was at b2 yday with KAIEN, Jonathan, Wati n a new cashier. Quite fun though... we were like slacking here n there... so was fun! esp with KAIEN. so long nv been with her le. haha... so plz put mi n kaien at da same floor nxt time. haha... gg to work soon... cya...

2009-04-24T09:31:00.003+08:00

I'm here to blog again... anyway, here to complaint again.

yday went to jurong east to haf dinner wif maytian n him. ate at a hawker which da food taste realli horrible. so eat 1/2 way, I jiu stop eating le. nxt went to IMM's giant. Den go check on something n found out their products r limited, so kinda not happy with it. den proceed to da cashier, queue was long... but nvm. den buy da ear piece which c4 have. but howeva da signage was not clear at all. So quite pissed off when she charged mi double. den nvm lor... jiu go refund. da customer service aunty is not friendly. damn bloody rude, totally disappointed with da service they provide me. den nvm lor... she nv intend to ask da sales person to double confirm da price. but lucky da sales person is there. den he try to explain to me abt it. but I still not happy, cuz da signage only stated tat 2 for #12.99. n normally if u see tis type of signage, u will automatically think tat any 2 for $12.99. okay... fine de... den tat aunty give mi a face tat I look like so pure idolt... so freaking angry wif it. anyway, da aunty is definately not a local. den nvm... we ask for a feedback form. den she rudely tell her colleague to pass it to me. da colleague is a local. den she pass it to me. but to my dismay, da feedback form is a recycled piece of paper. okay... if u wan to do recycling... it's perfectly fine with mi. but den, a lot of their words required u to string ur eye to c it lor... so wad's da point of having a customer feedback form tat will make da customer more fed up. so I realli wrote a lot of bad comment abt them... n ohya... their feedback's choice is v.limited. only gt "agree", "disagree" and "not sure"... haiz... not happy at all...

2009-04-23T09:24:00.002+08:00

erm... inside ste office again. blogging as usual. I feel so bad inside da office as a create a whole load of trouble for my supervisor. he's a nice supervisor indeed. he nv scold me, but even try to calm mi down when he know i'm sad and nv eat. V.touch by his behavior. thanks supervisor for been there n nv scold mi for da trouble I have created for u. I know I'm da worst IA student u ever meet. U have been guiding mi all this while. da learning process with u is great, though it's boring at times. I enjoyed under ur guidance and I hope I can b a proud IA student under ur name.
anyway, everything isn't gg that smoothly for da time been. felt da same thing again as last yr. I wan to get my life to a road of smoothy-ness. I wan everything to goes well and perfect. working in c4 is quite okay. everyone seem friendly, except da new-comers. haha... dun wan to comment so much, but since dun noe is Sharo or Shuyi commented on tis on Tue night, den I shall aso comment to this again. Customer realli love to take a lot of bags. "Can u please double bag tis item for me?" I get irrates whenever I heard this sentence. Some time of thing deserve double bag, but some dun. So plz stop asking for more plastic bag as u r super-duper non-enviromental friendly. Global warming is getting worst n worst, so plz stop using so much plastic bags, PLEASE!
Anyway, I read SY's blog jus now. I finally understand her code. Find it quite interesting but in a way, felt sad for somebody. She was a nice lady(nt yet 21, but behavior is definately mature!) and was a good pal with me. I has been wondering y I dun see her smile tat often recently, but I now know da reason. U r strong man. gal!
Ohya, during work, he come n buy sushi. den after tat nadya aso wan to buy food. called him back to buy food, since he's waiting for me too. haha... den after tat buy 3 box of salmon sushi. hehe... den after I count finish da money, I went to 7-11 to meet him. den suddenly, strong gust of wind blow. my hair was in da mess. den I try to eat salmon sushi with da wind. but in da end give up. den after tat ain, syrafa, wari, nadya n bleh bleh(Sry, I dun know ur name) come join us and we eat sushi together. den they go buy cup noodles, smell damn nice lor. haha... but it's tom yam, so I nv eat. haha... den jiu bus-ed 502 home. cuz cannt catch da last train lor. haha...
today gg out... wif maytian. to g***t, to do something. haha... cya!

2009-04-22T10:33:00.001+08:00

I'm back in da office at yck. though I dun like, but no choice... well... at nus life isn't tat gd...

well, something bad n nasty happened... those who r close to me may know abt tis... but I realli wan to voice this out. realli cannt stand it. anyway, realli cant stand tis race at work, not frm my race nor frm singapore, so if u realli wan to know, jus ask mi... i dun wan ppl to say i racist. well, tis grp of bastard(I have no other word to describle them), is always talking at da top of their voice. their voice can b heard within 100m. den I realli cannt stand them lor.... den xf say they r unlike singaporean, v.civilise. haha... quite true lor... den when they interview ppl, they use speaker n talk like mic, so cannt stand lor... den got 1 lao kuay bu(u c her, u jiu know y le). den she bloody hell loud lor... can fight lor. haha... so tis was wad happened yday... those bastard was having interview with tis guy frm their country. den me, xf n him were inside da office. den bastard start to talk loudly until all of us cannt stand. den cuz he was nt da stuff frm there, so he keep quiet. I was abt to open my mouth to ask them to lower down their volume, den xf open his mouth n ask 1 of da bastard tat he is close to, to lower their volume. den somehow bastard G started to get fed up. so he start to shout back, n xf n bastard G was aruging. den xf ask them to shut up. n they realli did. I thought they might b up to no good... sure it is... they ask their head, which is lao kuay bu to come down. lao kuay bu question xf. I keep quiet all da while except to calm xf down. den bastard G suddenly mention abt him, so lao kuay bu n him start to question abt his identity, but we kept quiet. until the person on da phone speak up. well... in da end, they transfer da call to another room... den lao kuay bu n bastard G went to da management n complaint. den I call mr n & tell mi. guess wad he told me, to endure... den da management called my supervisor down. gr... den in da end, my supervisor asked mi for both our IC no. I was like... wtf.... den no mood to work in c4 n short $70. gr... so bloody hell no mood. den cab home with babe. n my supervisor called mi back to yck.

anyway, jus a brief introduction of lao kuay bu n bastard G.
LAO KUAY BU- a singaporean, old hag. talk v.loudly n show no respect to her worker. anyway, if lao kuay bu happened to read my blog, which I dun think so. I jus wan to tell u. I realli dun scare u. u r jus a weak loser who scare ur worker kana into trouble, a plain ham ji. 2 different case u can link up to a case... u r so bloody cheap, jian... anyway, I will b realli happy if u r still single, as u wun go out rotting other guy's banana. haha... wonder if u r married, den ur husband's banana will b rotting now... omfg... how can I hate u tat much... I think u deserve my hatred lor... da way u behave, da way u carried yourself, is realli not worth a single respect from me and anyone who dun like u.
BASTARD G- not a singaporean, a male. talk xtremely loudly n show no repsect to others(sound exactly like LAO KUAY BU). den think himselves as bloody hell big. I jus hate da way u behave... so kns... n I bet a lot more ppl will hate u. esp u r busybody n think u r da god there(my foot la). if u eva come here n read, jus read lor... I realli hate u to core... haha...

anyway, I'm lucky not to have ur picture taken... if not... all my friends will know who bad u r... haha...

slacking now lor. haha... I'm bore~

2009-04-20T13:11:00.002+08:00

aw... got tis super not good feeling... I felt a stone has thrown out of my heart. it's abt 1 of my ex... n his police case. I heard from zhongming yday tat his case has been resolved. I naive-ly thought he would told me as I ask him to keep mi update abt a case tat I wan to know, but unfortunately, he didn't. so quite upset abt it lor. haiz... doesn't feel good. though I wan to keep this friendship, but dun think he wan ba, n I bet he will nv read my blog. damn emo now. feel like breaking down, for nth lor. I realli dun noe wad happened to me sia. mayb I need wari ba, a friend tat i can tell my things to, esp abt tis. haiz... but he's gg to work soon. so dun wan to disturb him lor.
anyway, have been working for da wkened. know some new cashier. taught jianwen how to do cashier n somehow he's quite a nice 18 yr old kid lor. den sat after work, jiu slack outside plaza sing's 7-11 wif wari n may tian... den jiu go home... I dun like to do p**b counter, cuz da customer sux to core. anyway, no mood to blog now...

2009-04-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

erm... kinda long nv update my blog le. recently realli v.tired.

anyway, watched confession of shopaholic last wed wif wari, may tian and him at cathay. seriously, I was realli v.nice lor. haha.. thumb up for tat show. though it's kinda different frm da story, but I guess I realli enjoyed myself watching tat movie ba.

Anyway, has been working in c4 for da past wk. and closing was damn pathetic. not enough cashier. so bad sia. and customer r nt tat nice. I realli mean tat sux, esp if they r some rude customer at posb. anyway, fri work full shift. I was station at posb counter. Imagine a lot of customer tat r nt posb Q-ing up at posb counter. n every customer, u haf to ask tat question, "R u memeber?" and some will happily say they r not... n plz lor... I got 3 signage for u to see. SO OPEN UR EYE BIG BIG AND SEE CLEARLY, DUN SAY I NV SAY! So pissed off with tat man... So if U wan to complaint abt mi, go ahead, I'm jus doing my job so plz respect mi. if u dun respect mi, I dun c a point to respecting u sia. Well, I believe those cashier doing posb know how tough it is ba... er... and ya... gt tis 3 customer tat nt frm sg, come Q at posb. den they blur blur look at me, and I blur blur go n scan their thing. and worst still.... got 1 barcode cannt b scan at 1st, den after I realise it, I re-scan those that nv scan. and tis bloody ah pek go n scold mi. and worst still... they bought 2 box of thing tat I cannt scan, so mus take out everything to scan. n 1 guy actually went to take another box and open it. all he wan was a box tat nv open up. n another box, he claim gt 25. but I believe got more. but somehow he was lazy to take another 1... gr... I was so pissed off. in da end... I transfer him to jonathan's counter lor. haiz... den after work, night rider home. sian...
sat at level 1 again. kana normal counter wif farzi and devi. sorry to devi for keep double-scan-ing. I dun mean it de. den was at counter 6 for da rest of da day... quite nt bad la... farzi is damn cute sia... haha... den so is ANN! haha... dun wan to tok abt sun cuz nth to talk.

well, shall end here ba... nt mood la...

2009-03-30T10:49:00.002+08:00

hehe... have not been blogging tis few days. anyway... went to c4 work on fri. It was like... finally. haha.. at lvl 1, counter 3. den quite pack. no time to have any break. hehe... den after work jiu cab down wif 2 mates to newton. woohoo~ went to this special stall, stall 74! da boss is a liverpool fan! den we haf 4 tiger prawn, 1 plate of ceral prawn, 1 sambal stingray, 1 kai lan, 1 crockles, 3 rice, 2 sugar cane, 1 red bull, 1 teh tarik & 1 ice lemon tea. woohoo~ and da food is damn freaking nice lor. we chat thru our meals... n it was v.enjoying lor. haha... how I wish she was here too. haha... I'm not lesbian... jus a good friend of mine. hehe...
Den sat, he come my place fetch mi to work, cuz he went to collect lappy! hehe... den after tat jiu go plaza sing lor. haha... den work at b2. Quite relieve lor... bcuz lvl 1 was having long queue all along. den jiu nvm... working is quite relax cuz devi is a nice supervisor. nv raise her voice b4 de. den I break at 4.3opm. he come fetch mi again. haha.. went to eat at kopitiam. order 1 indonasia chicken set n aso sotong set, den 1 popiah, 2 coke. haha.. eat until v.full. den jiu continued to work. den after a while, I was sent to level 1, cuz too many customer. den suntec send 4 ppl over. haha... tat was how crowded c4 was tat day. haha... but along da way got many small n funny thing happened lor. hehe... den after work, cab home wif nadya, saris. den take tis comfort cab, SHA322*. He's not a good driver lor. 1st... sent saris to telok balanger. den ask him to u-turn from tat place rite, he insist on driving into there. den make da bill more expensive. den after tat I remember he shld turn right, but instead, he make a BIG u-turn. den go to AYE. he suppose to turn at pioneer north or jurong hill lor, but he nv... he travel until all da way to tuas lor. i think he take da advantage tat i'm sleeping n nadya was on da phone. den he travel back to jurong point. den I thought everything will put to a stop. but no lor... he was abt to turn into jurong west st 81. den I stop him. he know obviously how to turn to street 92, as he know where city harvest church is n where da chinese temple is... n aso throughout da journey, he has asked mi a few times abt da 24 hours coffee shop. so I was bloody hell angry lor. worst still, he nv apoloogised when he make an u-turn at tuas lor. haiz... den I complain to him da nxt day. but unfortunately I forget to copy down da cab plate no... gr... so angry sia. haiz...
den sun went to plaza sing to hand in my mc n cab fee. den saw da queue was bloody long. somehow I wish I could help. but... hehe... nv help. den jiu cab down to find him. cuz I was late. went to his house to slp, cuz it was raininig... n after tat went NEWTON to eat again! haha... nice food..

2009-03-27T14:27:00.004+08:00

hehehe... have not been blogging for a wk... I was too lazy to blog le. n I can't c my tag board as my tagboard was been block inside my office. n my lappy has gone to hospital for da last time. well, warranty end tis yr. hehe... although I can collect now, but I have no time to collect, so mus wait until his lappy to finish doing den go n collect it lor. haha...
nothing much happened... went to acer & cpf wif him last sun. den after tat went to his house to slack a while b4 gg to plaza sing again. haha... go there when I'm off! hehe... den jiu walk walk n eat yoshinoya. A bit regret eating, cuz I somehow find myself hating to eat there le. da taste is sux and da service is bad. hehe... den after tat went to c4. hehe... go there to c ppl only la. den after tat went home n b a pig.
sun. went to work. eat tako yaki. but I think my gastric got some problems, cannt take it. hehe... den almost faint. den take mc. but went to toa pa yoh 1st. go n eat lunch wif him... hehe... see... I so good. den after tat jiu head home by bus 154. haha.. it had been ages since I last took it. anyway, went to da clinic opp jurong point to c doc. bill come out to b 60 plus. damn ex... den not enough money to c, so ask daddy to help mi pay. den he nag at mi... kana scolded again. hehe...
mon. MC. no work. I wanna go out, but mummy dun let... haiz... so stay at home n slp da whole day. chat wif him a while on phone, but somehow cannt stand da resistance from my bed.... haha... go slp again. hehe... I love to slp when I stay at home. anyway, I dun stay at home. hahaa...
tue. went to work... feel quite energtic. but somehow did quarrel wif him. who ask him to keep disturbing mi at da wrong timing. haha... I scolded him. hehe... den busy myself wif work. hehe... den after work, as usual, he come n fetch mi lor. den we go watch movie at plaza sing. watched hotel for dogs. haha... not bad la... quite touching. den after tat went to c4. wari was working as a cashier, so go his counter n paid. den zhong ming pop by. I treat them drink sia. haha.. den jiu go home lor.
wed... work again. lunch wif him. den at night, we go jurong point. ate at pizza hut. but feel kana cheat by them. cuz they say not spicy, but it's spicy lor. den exchanged wif him my meal. haha... den he aso complain it's spicy. den after tat went to crystal jade n buy some bread for lehping. haha... finally c her. so happy~~~ woohoo~~~ gg there soon... mayb tis sun? haha... hopefully lor. anyway, after tat jiu head home le.
thur... not much. cuz I go home alone. he go work. haha.. but mummy is at home. so gt nice food to eat. hehe...
fri... not much... gg work later. heard tat boss is no longer working le. so will missed him de... he's one of da best boss I ever know...

Shall end now...

2009-03-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

I'm having serious headach now. Keep on drinking water, but in da end keep on gg to toilet. hopefully my supervisor wun scold mi for keep on gg to toilet ba. anyway, working is getting more & more boring.

okay... working in c4 is okay. at b2 tis few days. so kinda boring... but nevertheless, I enjoy my work. but I think I will work lesser ba... not tat I dun need money, but da fact tat I'm working full time as an engineer in ST electronic. though it's my attachment, I still need to b in my best mood. anyway, my exam result is out. Get D for PEEM. happy plus contend already. nv expect myself to do very well in it. so therfore I dun need to go back to sch for class. hehe... but somehow will take leave to go back to sch to attend their graduation. it's sad tat we cannt graduate together, but I still love been with them. loads of memories since year 1. I think year 1 is still da best. I like da way we do things as a class ba. I will missed every single one of u de, Travis, JJ, Derrick, JingZhi, Harold, HinCong, Jonathan, GuoEn, Curry Power, Joshua, Jason, Iain, Rino, Keefe, Syrah, Alfred, Hisham, Huzaifah... missed da days we had my lunch at sport complex. chicken rice as usual. remember da days tat ppl had help me. esp JJ & Derrick. JJ help mi in my eltech lab test as well as coaching mi. den Derrick help mi to do maths online. and not to forget, da guy who always fight with me, MR TRAVIS! haha... and aso da MIA guy, JingZhi. He nv realli help mi much except tat he's a funny guy in my clique. haha... Tis 4 guys r da most important NP guys in my NP days. Thanks guys for been there & truly appreciate ur present. Da rest of da guys too... been a great classmate for tat year. anyway, make friends & new classmates as my days passed by in np. Know da cutest gal in NP, AILI. Remember she love to laugh until her tears drop. Remember knowing June, Hari in IS. I know their CATS grade suffered bcuz of me not handing in. sorry abt it. den know Siti, Kennedy, Kevin, Kenny, HuiMei, Vicki, Kelvin and more when we go for YEP trip. Da enjoying moment in vietnam will always remain in my heart. remember da bicycle crashing part, with me, hincong, travis and I think Alfred. Really thanksful for them been there with me when I fall. But I realli wan to thanks cong for been a nice biker. I ride behind him, I feel damn great as he was a smooth n fast biker. anyway, we fall down becuz we wan to take over Travis. haha... but cong still carry on riding da bike despite bleeding. and I was later on JJ's bike. Remember da night we went out and haf drink, ate pizza & of cuz my fav at that point of time, HOT CHOCOLATE. Remembers da night we went shopping, n somehow we lost our way bcuz I forget da route. hehe.... remember da night tat we were in da orphanage singing n having fun with da kids. remember da days tat my buddy having down. remember da time we meet typhoon and everyone was locked inside da hostel and we survived on instant noodles and aso no light. but somehow I slept through it. it was fun, very fun... unforgetable memories in vietnam. I wan to go back, as a tourist... realli wan to go back.
year 2 in my poly life. meet shila, xiangling and others. my class is mostly ECYP student & ITE intake student. quite enjoying. anyway, I went to Y2Y trip. It was a nice trip. Know JiaLi, Deefei, Bjorn, Terrence, YiChao, Serene, Jessie,Darin, Richard and many more. 4Days3Nights camp was fun. not realli a camp. we live in a country club, which my uncle claim it's not tat safe. Remember my grp was No4. Leader was JIALI! We were actually from da same sch, jus tat she belong to da old HUAYI, while I belong to new HUAYI. day1 of da camp. team building. we played some games and 1 of it actually use a funny trick which Terrence won da most creative award. we stole rings from other grp, well... no written rules. haha... so somehow we won in a lot of games but somehow we lost during da section tat we need to do things tat we had done in CATS class. Richard or rather Hari's grp won. anyway, they deserved it. we won 2nd in over all. we had a presentation day, but my grp actually co-ordinated with richard & darin grp. We were with da tanglin sec sch student. yichao, grace and some dance, while da rest of us sing, FRIENDS FOREVER. nice and it's somehow touches da judges's heart. but we won 2nd. da winner of tis presentation goes to a grp tat play "funny & dirty" act. haha... kinda nice. but somehow da sec sch's teacher stopped them from performing as some r underaged. hehe...
ohya... I was close wif Shila, xiangling in year 2. shila was my best malay galfriend. we love to talk abt bgr. haha... but somehow I hate class lesson. always late or skip class. so I flunk em3a & PLD. hahhaa.... know Miss Judy Ong. Best NP lecturer! haha.. she taught mi EMD. and her class was da best of da best... hehe...
as for year 3, nothing realli much to comment. anyway, I was a management student. Haf nice class wif Shila, Xiangling. Naz, Dominic, Jacky, HongSoon, Lifeng, Weiming, Eldred, Jonathan, Shixuan and many more. I think my fav class was Events management. I choose it along with Shila. Therefore I parthnered with her, Keefe & JinHui aka golden turtle. haha... we r "suppose" to come out with a food event. and I think we did a good job. 45 mins worth of presentation wor!~ hahaahaha... den WISP sux like cork. but my grp mates r nice. ohya... same class wif KEEFE again. haha... den know Weihao and 2 other guy. I forget their name. anyway, 1 of them were in da same class for FPQ! haha... Den as for ECTA, class was okay... cuz it's something tat need to do programe, but somehow I studied a lot during common test & get myself 76 for common test! woohoo~ den as for ECPM, it's relatively easy, I get 86 for common test!~ woohoo~ anyway, ECPM's lab was freaking fun! Mah hong leong was nv puntured for class. and da class was after lunch break, so uh-hmm... me, Jacky, hongsoon, lifeng was playing viwawa... haha... both dai dee and mahong. but nice lor... hong soon teach mi how to play mahjong. hehe... and in class, paired with jacky. n he rox man!~ cuz we do project, he do da talking, I do da typing and he respect mi a lot sia... haha... so fun lor... anyway, I dun wan to talk abt PEEM & PLC project, cuz bad memories. but must thanks my PLC class for making da day enjoying n aso Jonathan for teaching mi PEEM last minute. hehe... den attened tioman trip. know a grp of new ppl... actually a lot of ppl went, 85 plus ppl? anyway, I find it quite okay lor... nothing interesting to talk abt it except gg down to da sea, waterfall and aso endless long travelling hours... haha... but if I wan to rate da 3 trip according to my fav, da 1st one will b definately my YEP, 2nd Y2Y & 3rd Tioman trip. haha... it's like da best is my 1st year de. hehe... okay... shall end here. gg to knock off from work soon...

2009-03-18T09:59:00.003+08:00

1st, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MR GOH FENG GUANG! though I know he wun see it... but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

anyway, I'm super tired... cuz I dun haf enough sleep & today on train, I was standing all da way... so cannt sleep.

anyway, I need to stop buying clothes le. haha... last monday went to NET at plaza sing to buy a shirt tat cost 12 bucks or 15 bucks. a bit regret le, cuz I hardly worn t-shirt now. anyway, den last tue, I bought a formal shirt from a shop which cost 10 bucks. but somehow da quality is nice & it look good on me. den on mon, went to jurong point & at NET bought a formal pants which cost 15 bucks. anyway, he say I look nice in it & a 15 bucks formal pants is consider very cheap le. hehe... den yday went to far east's tis fashion & bought a formal shirt... but it's not realli my style, but he say v.nice, so we bought it. actually we wan to buy another shirt, pink in colour de, but unfortuantely, tat is da last piece so we nv buy lor. haha... gg another outlet to buy it. haha... cuz it's reasonably cheap & he say I look great in it, though I felt tat I look fat. oh gosh... I'm realli fat.

haha... mon went to jurong point wif him to have our dinner. ate at long john sliver. though it was quite pack, we kinda found some seats. den order golden deal 2 & potato chips. hahaha... he kinda addict to it ba... but seriously, I realli like eating da potato chip tat serve wif da cheese. go try it, it's damn bloody nice lor. haha... remember jj once say, jurong point's long john sliver is one of da best outlet in singapore. wahaha... anyway, after tat we hang around at jurong point. we went to tis shop, which sell tis v.cute thing called da pocket warmer. I bought 2, 1 for him & 1 for me. haha... I think tat pouch would b in a great use to ppl, who scare of cold. haha... I'm refering to me, myself. wahaha... den walk around to look for a keychain & bought a pair of keychain wor. haha... nice to use la... anyway, actually we wanna eat cheese hotdog at da pasar malam, but we were too full to eat. another it's cheap. I might b getting myself some tonight as I'm working in c4 today. haha....
yday lunch he came down to acc me eat. haha... he treat mi quite nice la.. he ate yang chou fried rice while I ate beef fried rice. haha... den order 2 ice lemon tea. den we jiu talk talk & I took some pic of myself. hehe... super zhi lian, but who cares... haha... den after my lunch, he went back home while I go back to "work". instead of working, I'm playing games lor. played viwawa... but I'm damn bored. cuz my supervisor isn't here. haha... den again he come & fetch me. but tis time, we bus-ed down to far east plaza. haha... ate at Han's. we order a fish & chip and also a grilled fish dorry. drank ice lemon tea again lor. I aso ordered a tirmisu cake for him. haha... he like it, but I think it's not da type of cake tat I will eat, cuz too much coco powder. anyway, after tat jiu walk walk lor. haha... den jiu head home after tat. but I WANNA EAT CHEESE HOTDOG! haha... feeling hungry rite now!

2009-03-16T09:21:00.002+08:00

16th march 9.22am. at my office now. I'm super tiring. Wake up at 6am today. bath & rush everything by 6.45am. Hop onto da new bus service, 241, to pioneer mrt station. It was freaking near. jus a 10mins bus ride. hell... reach yio chu kang at 7.4oam. damn early. went to buy a bun from cheers. ate it up and it was only 7.55am. nothing interesting to do. went back cheers again. to buy newpaper tis time round. den jiu board bus 70 to work. not usual tis time round, reach office at 8.17am. early again. hack care. go guard house. submit handphone. den take lift up to level 4. walk into my office. sat down. read newpaper. really very boring.

I'm damn boring & damn tiring. I know I have to finish my work given by my supervisor who was currently not around. today was quite a relax day as it's a school hoilday for those primary & secondary sch student. poly student r still having their hoildays. so shiok right. I'm stuck in this office. wanting to do my work. but i was damn bloody hell lazy.

2009-03-13T15:50:00.002+08:00

I jus now went to my sec sch webpage, HUAYI secondary sch web site. It drown mi to some special feelings that I cannt comprehen. Remember I was posted to huayi bcuz of my parents' choice. They wan mi to b in huayi sec sch. so I was posted there.
1st day was sch was okay. meet Sandy, Weixian & Chai Lei. And soon know Shiying & Wen Hui. Life was good in da class of 107. Miss Robert is nice to everyone of us. The class sprit was always on the tip top condition. Enjoyed my moment of sec 1 as a proud 107 student. We won serveral class compeition and always fight with the class nxt door, 108. Everyday after sch, a bunch of us will take bus 99 home together. Da life will nv changed for sec 1.
Sec 2. Posted to 207, along wif Shiying. Had some fights with da gals which I left the grp. Meet ZheFang, Jasmine, Sheena, Aaron, JunWen, Jasper and loads more. Remember how much hatred I have for my history teachers. Sat near ZheFang. Jasper, JunWen, Sabrina & Ili. This bunch of us will always talk & laugh in class. Form teacher was Mr Koh Hoe Yap, my math teacher! I was selected to b a prefect. Nv in my life I thought I will be one. Attended the 1st prefect camp in my life, instructed by SUE, a nurse. Mr Kamal was da prefect master, my sec 1 geo teacher. He was a super nice guy who always bring smile when he's not fierce. I enjoyed my life as a prefect in huayi, truely enjoyed it. though there are up & down, been with them nv fail to bright my day up. Also in that yr, knew Alina, PeiYan & da ah ma gang. My life has a turning point. But unfortuantely, my class position pull mi down. 30th in class of 40 for both mid yr exam & final yr exam. Not that happy, but still have to carry on.
Sec 3. Posted to 308. Knew Sharon, Vienna, YingXuan, Joline, YingZhi & much more. My class has 4 different option. My subjects were: English, Chinese, Mathematics, Combine Sci(Chemistry & Biology), Combine Humanities(Social Studies & Geography) & lastly, my all time fav sub, Principle of Accounts. Had some resentment to some classmates but it's over after a while. Form teacher was Mrs Foo, Miss bleh(I simply forget her name, only remembered she taught me biology), Mr Johnson Chua & Miss Chiang. Mr Chua nv taught us any subject, but somehow he bring the class more united. He nv failed to turn up during the last few mins of da day to check da cleaniness of 308. I enjoyed been in his class, though not all the times he's nice.
Sec 4. Posted to 408. My N'level at da end of da year. Da year was nice as I love P.O.A. Mrs Kelly Tan was a great teacher. I remembered my prelims or mid yr exam paper. P.O.A class was split into 2 class, 1 by Mrs Kelly Tan & the other by Mr Lee. Tat paper only got 10 ppl passed & Mrs Kelly Tan class got 8 or 9 passes. I'm proud to b 1 of them. That yr my class hardly come together as we has split up for every classes except for PE. Remember that I hated to do 10 year series and always nv do. love to copy homework from yingzhi, 1 of da top student in class. Mdm Keh was my form teacher for that yr. I love her a lot as she treat mi like her own. a wonderful teacher. though she nv taught me. But somehow I passed my N'level with a score of 8 pointers.
Sec 5. Posted to 5N3. 3 of us left due to N'level results. Sadded. Sec 5 was not a v.gd year to remembered. Hated my form teacher, Mr Amran as I felt that he like to find fault at me. Haiz... but somehow I like to study in that class. Have the best chi teacher in my life.

Let's talk abt some teacher that left impression on me
Mrs Wong G K - My sec 1's literature teacher. Sec 2 to Sec 5 english teacher. She was a teacher that taught mi for 5yrs. I remembered always kana english tutorial class from her as my english are bad. Direct translate from chi to eng is wad she always wrote in my comprehension. But still, I love her! and of cuz, Missed her!
Miss Michelle Robert - My sec 1 form teacher cum sci teacher. She has tis unique way of teaching sci. Make us do notes & share it with other class, 106 & 108. She bring da confident in me which help mi grows and selected mi as a prefect. woo~ I really love her not bcuz she selected mi as a prefect but she booast the confident in me. I'm glad to have her as a teacher.
Mdm Keh Hui Ping- My sec 4 form teacher. She's a teacher that celebrate class birthday. I went out wif her once wif Liyu to buy da present for da remaining class. Somehow we still talk to each other when she was no longer a form teacher to us.
Mrs Kelly Tan - My P.O.A teacher. She's cute, pretty, charming and love to tell us little story. Inside her class, u wun feel stress, though P.O.A is a subject tat is very stressful. I remembered top in a few test and she happily encouraged mi. I will never forget such a cute teacher.
Miss Agnes Kiong - My PE teacher for sec 3. I remembered hating to run during sch days as I always failed 2.4km run. But that yr, I passed my 2.4km run. All thanks to da way she trained us. She would start of with 1 round around the sch building for a few wks until we r comfortable with it and continued it with 2nd & 3rd round. Well, remembered once that Stephen run over me & cause a fall in me, I was on MC from PE for a few wks until I feel comfortable with it.
Miss Chiang Wai Kit - My sec 4 2nd half sub form teacher. Well, she was cute. A super cute female teacher. She live jus a few block away from me & she was real young. She taught mi biology that she dun realli know. She has somehow need to revise it before teaching us. But I realli love her class.
Mdm Ng - Da best chinese teacher. Imagine Vienna like her? wow... cuz she realli rox.

haha... speaking of Vienna, I suddenly missed her. She speak in a uniquely tone of mixture in chinese & english. a cute friend. haha....

I shall update more in da future!~

2009-03-13T10:59:00.002+08:00

super duper boring now... not tat I dun haf anything to do, but actually quite a lot. I jus feel that I'm not cut out to b an office gal. so sad abt it.... haiz...

yday was a boring evening... WENT HOME ALONE bcuz he got camp to attend. den somehow feel da time is boring, so mrt-ed down all da way to try da new jurong west extension- Pionner & Joo Koon. Joo Koon was freaking far from my house, but Pionner was nearly, actually not that near, near yaowei's house. anyway, I alight from Pionner & walk around 25mins to my house. While walking, I was thinking loads of thing, making me super moody. so I was not in da mood to reply any sms or ans any call, but partly bcuz my hp's batt is almost flat. den reach home to find out that I was all alone in da house. not tat bad, but dun realli like. after that phoned him a while. den my bro came home from sakura. he went there wif my parents and ate hell loads of food but he will nv turn fat! haha... den he wan to use da phone a while, so I let him use(I m such a good sis!). den I went to have my dinner. my mum somehow cook a chicken, but I ate it wif samsui sauce, my fav sauce. but no lettuces to go along wif. Anyway, I promised someone that I will bring him to eat soup restaturant when I get my paid from STE. So plz wait for it! haha... thinking of it, I wonder wad I will order. Confirm will ordered Samsui Chicken, go there dun order tis, might as well dun go. Den thinking of ordering beans sprouts with slices fish or tofu prawn. both r nice. mayb can order claypot tofu or hometown tofu. both r equally tasty! haha... I shld b their amabassors somehow, but no way. I like da food there partly bcuz I worked there b4 and I realli enjoyed da word. Well, let's continued wif the food. I wondered wad soup tthey will served tat day. if got sweet corn wif spare ribs or lotus roots wif spare ribs. den I will b drinking that, if not No 8 soup, da dried scallop wif black chicken soup. it's damn nice! den can order begger bowl ribs or salted egg steam pork! omg!~ I'm freaking dying to eat those! wahahaha... or venison aso can... but if I realli gt da money & was eating wif a grp, I will order uncle lapan fish! haha... as for veggie, I'm not that interested but only interested in the brocolli wif mushroom and aso salted fish wif beans sprout. wahaha... olive rice aso missed, so is my yang zhou fried rice & penang mee sua. whahahaa... I'm a greedy gal for now!

haha... enough talking abt food. yday nite wasn't a good day. as I say b4, I hate to stay at home, bcuz my parents will b nagging mi non-stop. Somehow dun like my mum. She like to put words into my mouth n accuss mi for da things that I nv do. Plz, look at things will your eyes! I know I'm damn rude to her, but I dun care, she does not deserve my respect. I realli wondered if my grandparents has doted on her too much or wad, she refused to admit her mistake. same as my dad. Haiz... I'm a pitiful gal.

anyway, congrates to my bro for scoring top in both chemistry & math, 2nd for english! woo~ piggy is getting betta le wor. anyway, he will b gg thru his N'level tis yr. hope he score betta than me ba. I still remember my N'level score. With a A2 in chinese, b3 in math, p.o.a & science(miraclly), c5 in eng & D7 in humanities. for N'level, no c6, so my eng is consider quite weak, but nevertheless I hate humanities! it's not a sub tat i will fall in love with. I somehow wondered y my ex can score A2 in that. Somehow think of his result will make mi feel pity for him. He score a lot betta than mi, jus that he will math or science. haiz.. but still is ITE result is quite good lor. anyway all da best for him. I knew he wun read my blog.

anyway, today is TGIF! Thanks god it's friday! wahahaha... so it mean tml I'm working and I'm wondering if I shld work on weekdays or not for nxt wk. can anyone tell mi any solution. anyway, I missed KAIEN & WARI. Got lotsa thing to catch up wif her. n hopefully same level plz! but no POSB counter! I can died man!~

Anyway, da nxt offical day of meeting my 4cousinz is in MAY! It's Wendy's birthday but I kinda missed them now. It had been sometimes since I meeting Sandy & Wendy le. Well, I do meet up with Esta & remembered da last time we went out was somewhere after my presentation. omg... I missed her & got loads of things to catch up on! so babe, dated mi in advance! ohya... since today it's friday, meaning I have to give my sehedule to my boss by today, I hope to book KAIEN out nxt wk lor. den jiu work like hell for me! stress mi wif work & money will come automatically!~ hahahaha.... seriously enjoyed to work in carrefour for some reason lor.

erm... I dun think I will upload any pics at da moment ba... so shall waited nxt time b4 a whole loads of pic to b uploaded!

cya folks!~

2009-03-12T11:25:00.002+08:00

well, now inside my office. at ST ELECTRONIC. da bad point abt tis place is that it is freaking far from my house. need to wake up damn early. well... wake up at 6am on mon & took 2 cab down to da office located at yio chu kang. so boring sia. den got briefing until 12pm, den haf my lunch at canteen. den after that head down to my department at 1pm. da department isn't that big, but ppl nt that much. unfortuantely, my supervisor was out that day. so nv gotta meet him. so was slacking wif my 2 other attachment mates for 4hours! plz... it's freaking boring! but luckily, someone came to fetch mi at work. erm... quite touching ba, cuz not many ppl will come all da way to yck to fetch tis bloody ugly gal. den as usual, nothing to do... jiu head down to plaza sing to slack. ate at da newly renovated kopitiam. sat at my ususal place wif him. he ate tis steamboat thingy which look cool, while I ate carrotcake & popiah! cannt finish carrotcake cuz it did not taste that well, but popiah is something I always finish. well, I ate da popiah there a lot of times le... consider quite nice, though it's quite pricey. den after that went back to my usual place and buy myself sushi, though not I paid de! hehe...
TUE- marked da second day of my boring work. I was introduced to my supervisor(finally~). he was a guy that is quite friendly to me lor. gave mi a small catologue which can b finished within 1hour, but I took da whole day to finish. as it was bloody hell boring. den jiu slack around in da office lor. seriously, slacking isn't that fun. super duper boring!~ den after work, as usual, he come & fetch me. As it's was his birthday, we headed down to far east to buy him a watch. well, he wan a plastic watch, but I bought him a metal watch. well, a guy in 20th wearing a plastic watch? wahhaa... I jus felt that a metal watch will b betta for him and based to my preferance, I bought tis black watch that has a uniquely black colour. it's nice lor... though it's a couple watch, I jus bought da male 1 for him. hahahaa... I noe that no matter wad he will like it de... Somehow I felt that I bought betta guy's present than gals. Dun noe y, jus got this feeling ba... mayb bcuz year1 was in a class full of guys. hehe... den after that we dun noe wad to eat, but finally decided to head down to plaza sing(again) to haf a meal at fish manhatten. they serve good food wor. Well, I think I have mention it b4 in my last yr blog's entries. haha... ate da combo that got fire de... haha... it's da fire that melt da cheese on top on da prawn. so nice wor. It's like everytime I head to that place, I will b eating that... haha... no choice... simply in love with that food lor. wahhahaa.... den he jiu send mi home le. fall asleep on bus(as usual). but I feel quite bad lor... celebrating a birthday without a cake? well... definately not my style.
WED- 3rd day of my work. as usual, nothing to do cuz I was reading da same catologue. so time move like a snail.hehe... den as usual, he come to my work place & fetch me. den cabbed down to clarke quay to haf our hair cut & dye for him. my hair now is quite short and I got short fringe. well... v.bu xi guan. his dye hair look quite okay... but... it's take time to xi guan. den dinner at long john sliver. I introduced him potato chips and it's damn nice lor. in da end, we bought 3 packet of it to eat and after eating, I feel damn full, feel like vomiting... hehe... but in da end, nv lor.

well, shall updated more when I reach home. off to lunch break le wor!

2009-03-08T09:58:00.002+08:00

okay... I'm back blogging again. hopefully gt more time to blog...

I was burnt frm face to toe. Anyway, went back to work. Da feeling was great, cuz I love my c4-mates. Reach work late, but lucky carole wasn't there. my locker was confiscated bcuz I nv declare and dun noe who to declare with. anyway. saw shuyi & sharo, my 2 beloved gals who I owe my promise to. they were shocked to c my face. n Sharo has da face who wun lie(joke) to mi, tell mi something werid which I blinkly followed. She say I was station at b1, outside burger king & sell hotdog. haha... I nv believe that she was joking as suntec aso has something like tat. in da end, it was a funny joke, thanks ladys! den I was station at lvl 1 POSB. and seriously damn hate that counter cuz customer is rude & BLIND! kana scold for a lot of reason. but I managed to clear queue quite a few times. some managment were there to help to pack. so overall, still not bad. wahahah... had lunch wif NADYA & KAIEN. hehe... ate mac wif KAIEN, cuz we r lazy to eat asian cruisine and aso lazy to go up. but stationed at lvl 1 aso gd, cuz get to c WARI. though we weere some sort of busy, I still missed him. a super good buddy of mine. haha... den take 5N back alone. bus came late, so I reach home late. hehehe....

TO WARI & KAIEN; let's me out soon... gg missed u! AND EUGENE MEI MEI TOO!

2009-03-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

Well, tagged by KAIEN!!!

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- head? dun noe sia...

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?-
- erm... somehow I didn't slp...

3.Who was the last person you took a photo with?
-xiangling ba!

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- erm... to a certain extend

5: Would you ever donate blood?
- actually wanted, but I need more time

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- of cuz... WARI at da moment

7: Do you want someone dead?
- erm... not at da moment

8:What does your last text message say?
- erm... a secret... wahahaha....

9:What are you thinking of right now?
- can god plz give mi more time

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- definately nope! I love myself

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
- as mention at question 1, nv slp

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- hypb shirt, huayi customised it de

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- my winnie da pooh consider? haha... KAIEN & WARI

14: Who was the last person to text you?
- erm... hp nt wif mi

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1. Weisiong
2. Wari
3. Shila
4. Nas
5. Wendy
6. Jacky
7 to 8, can't think of any at da moment

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
-nobody

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
- Female

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
- erm... no 7 to 10.

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
- logistic managemnt

19: Is Number 4 single?
- nope

20: Say something about Number 2.
- he's nice, a guy tat nv fail to acc mi when I need him or when I ask him out. a v.gd buddy who is a malay but know da chinese I'm toking abti. overall, he's great!

21: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together
- dun think so lor

22: Describe Number 9
- there's no 9. haha

23: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
-no seven

24: Do you like Number 8?
- NO. there's no 8. haha

wahaha... jus come back frm tioman, in msia. v.tired and wad burnt! my face was still red red de, so was my body n swollen lips. but tis trip slim down 3kgs for mi... isn't it good. whahaha.... made some gd friends n drink some alcholic...

wohoo... tml gg to work. damn bloody hell tired now... cya folks!

2009-03-02T09:34:00.002+08:00

I'm dead tired... shld b gg to sch for a briefing now, but somehow I will b late, so meet in da afternoon instead. well, working non-stop since wed. wed was at lvl 1, so was thur. I was like, y m I not with KAIEN, but thanks god, I'm with her from fri to sun. fri at b2 with her, quite slacking, though she was at counter 25, I'm at counter 19. den sat was da MIDNIGHT SALES at carrefour. since morning, da queue was v.long, ohya... I was at lvl 1. non stop sia... kana counter 4 & express counter. quite fun though, but... v.tiring... management were shouting like nobody business, eggs at $0.95, donut at $2, camera at $88, and I bought 1 sia... haha... den after a while, no ppl, cuz nearly 12, but still I was da last counter to close and my cutie waited for me... den worst... shortage... $10! Thur I excess $19, den sat short! haiz... den sun at b2 wif kaien. she was at psob, a nobody counter, den I was at 25! she help mi packed! so sweet of her rite... and i think I hit a new sales target. wohoooo....
erm... shall say abt some funny thing that happened. irrating customer! haha... wed I was at express counter, den rong ying come n help mi pack. den got tis hokkien customer, tried to bargain with mi in hokkien. ya... I know da corn oil is buy 3 get da price of 2, but is da 1st 2 oil at orginial price, and da last 1 for free! den i try to tell her in chi, cuz I dun know how to speak hokkien, den she give mi a look... den when I cannt take it, I jus tell her tat I dun understand hokkien! den again, she give mi a weird look tat make mi look like some alien to her. den rong ying say I got attiude, but it's true ma, u can't expect everyone to understand ur lanuage ma. wahahaha...
n da other thing I wan to complaint! customer, plz haf ur eyes enlarge when shopping in c4! POSB counter in only for POSB EVERYDAY CARD MEMEBERS! plz do not come to da counter if u r not members and expect us to scan da price for u. we dun do it unless u r MEMEBER! and no point scolding us cuz we r jus following da rules set by our boss. so wad if da queue is bloody hell long, we can't do much. n aso dun eva say our boss is stupid for setting tis rule. he has no choice. Seriously, I can't stand weird customer, u r not 100% correct most of da time. so plz, stop acting big. I realli hate tis thing. we r not ur vending angerr machine. so plz treat us nice in order for betta service! wahaha... I know I sound rude, but who cares... realli pissed mi off when I meet weird customer and mostly they r singaporean, which make mi feel damn shameless abt been 1 of them.
well, later gg out wif KAIEN! I missed tis little gal, though I c her everyday... gg to watch some movie and neoprint taken! haha...
I'm off tis few days for tioman, so wun b in singapore... dun missed mi wor...

2009-02-25T09:22:00.007+08:00

well... I know I have not been blogging since ages... but tis entry shld not b long, cuz I'm gg to work soon... not realli soon, but gg to work today. A lot of things happened, but dun wan to tok abt it in much detail, cuz over quite long already... yeah.. I'm officially 21, so can watch all type of movie, but frm my birthday until now, only catch 1 movie, cuz realli no time... bcuz of sch work... but dun wan to say abt sch work. so bcuz of that, nv work for 2wks, no income & missed my kaien! wahahah...

so it's time to have some fun looking at pic!

my dearest shuyi!~

1 of da cutie at work!~

Kerlyn & KaiEn

KaiEn & Kerlyn

KAIEN!~

WARI

WARI & ME ; KAIEN, me & WARI on da TRAIN

MY PIC CLASS

2 of da best guy in NP~ JJ da pig & TRAVIS!

JJ, Travis & Gong Rui

da 2 little pig!~

2009-01-16T14:04:00.002+08:00

well, shall update a bit now...

tis time round abt my np life. well, in my dp class, was a bunch of guys tat love to disturb mi with a lot of weird weird thing. haiz... but they r cute, in a certain way lor. den they r different from my 1st yr class, 1a11, both r equally great but they r cute n united in different way. hehe...

working was fun too... was wif kaien tis few days. she's cute lor & I <3 her. haha.. has been eating asian crusine for tis few days... da food is quite nice, but was not in da same lvl or shift wif shuyi... tat's was totally v.bad, cuz hav no time to interact & communicate wif her. realli dun wish to break da bond wif her..

well, time to carry on doing my project le. later gg to meet dear & daddy for a meal of crab!

2009-01-13T13:12:00.002+08:00

well, nv update my blog for quite some times le.

Sch is stressful cuz da project need to complete by nxt wk, den I'm still in da mess. everyone in da class start to panic. wahahaa... serve us rite... cuz we r a bunch of slackers.

hehe.... working is fun... working at b2 wif zhong ming(for 2 days) and aso may tian. den kinda missed having fun wif shuyi, cuz we r in different shift for da past wks n different level. jus hope tat we wun distance ourselves. den have break time wif may tian n zhong ming on sat and kaien, charmaine, jonathan, kang rong & ernest, so was quite ok... den sat super bz, cuz a lot of big trolley, den kana may tian n zhong ming shot for having big trolley customer. haha... den sun super slack. but was late for work. den kana ask to help ming xing to pack n worst still meet nasty n some weird customer n he nv help me.

skipped sch yday, overslept den jiu meet kai en n may tian at north point. den head down to ps with an intention of eating swensen but in da end eat subway... hahaa... have a lot of fun wif them. well, congrates everyone who passed their o lvl.

shall end here le...

2009-01-08T11:06:00.020+08:00

IT'S PICTURE TIME!

me

1st: my fav security
2nd: my buddy- Calvin

me & may tian during break

Late night at da office

1st pic: me & suger babe
2nd & 3rd : me & may tian

New year count down-ing

1st pic: me & Zaidi
2nd: da grp of friends

1st pic: me & may tian
2nd pic: Jonathan & Charmaine
3rd pic: Eugene & Charmaine

1st: Zaidi
2nd: me & may tian
3rd: me & Jonathan

da 2 JiaHui, Charmaine & Kerlyn

1st & 2nd: Me & Eugene Mei mei
3rd: Kai En mei mei & me

da grp on da way to mrt...

1st:Eugene, Zaidi, May tian, Charmaine, Kai En & Jonathan(photographer me)
2nd:Zaidi, me, may tian, KaiEn, Charamaine & Jonathan(photographer Eugene)

On my way home from work

2nd JB trip

1st: Shuyi
2nd: me & Shuyi at sg custom

1st: Sharo & me
2nd: me

Sharo & me

Shuyi & me

1st: Sharo & Shuyi
2nd:Shuyi ordering her food

1912o8

Eugene!

1st pic: da baby photo at da nursing room
2nd pic: Eugene mei mei
3rd pic: me & Eugene

1st pic: me with may tian's hand
2nd & 3rd pic: me & may tian

1st pic: me & may tian b4 da movie
2nd pic: may tian & Eugene having dinner at kfc

me

1st JB trip

Shuyi

me & Sharo

Shuyi

1st: Jenny & me
2nd: Sharo

1st:Sharo & Shuyi
2nd:JB sky

me

K-box-ing

1st: may tian
2nd: may tian & me

me & may tian

me & may tian

Random pic at work

Jenny

me & Sharo

me & Sharo

Sentosa Trip

Sharo & me

1st: me & Amanda
2nd: Amanda, Sharo & me

1st: Me & Amanda
2nd: Sharo

da grp of ppl

1st: Shuyi
2nd: Sharo

1st: Amanda
2nd: me

Shuyi

me

Shuyi & Sharo

2009-01-05T14:36:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR to everyone out there!

Has been working for da past few days non-stop, from 1 to 11pm. anyway, working was fun. working wif shuyi, may tian, eugene, kaien, charmaine, jonathan, kang rong, zhong ming, wari, zaidi and many more.

well, I was at da cny booth on da 31st dec, kaien was at da abolone booth, so we had a great chat. den there was eugen, may tian, shuyi, zhong ming there. den suddenly eugene come over to da cny booth(kaien & maytian was already there), den shuyi appeared too. den I was looking at eugene's waist and I suddenly pop out tis, "Eugene, your waist is small" den shuyi reply "his inside is smaller". tis sentence make me, maytian and kaien laugh like hell, den we are thinking of where to countdown and finally decided to go vivo city. den after work, me, kaien, maytian, eugene, zaidi, zhong ming and ya guo head down to vivo city for count-down-ing. it was nt tat fun, but was quite enjoying cuz everyone of us is enjoying ourself. den after tat, me, zhong ming and ya guo cabbed down to beer belly. i dun noe y, but tat night I hardly can drink. I noe i'm feeling giddy and feeling terrible. den da 3 of us cabbed home after I feel giddy. but I wan to say sry to sharo and shuyi. cuz I think I ps them, and as for sharo, sorry, u always have to keep an outlook for me. I think I'm quite an useless friend.

1st jan. I think I 4get where m I, but I knew I at level 1.

2nd jan. at lvl 1 bao yu counter. quite fun, but got fussy customer. need to ask boss for help. wahaha...had lunch wif maytian at subway, but my dinner is v.late, but da queue wun stop. so after work, a few of us stay back to chat. it was fun though and everyone was in our laughter.

3rd jan. come to work, feeling uneasy. sms-ed may tian, but she say she was on da way. reach my locker, jiu found out my locker was been tampered. bad day for me. lucky da person who does this to my locker, nv take anything. cuz my locker has only water bottle and nth else. den called may tian to tell her my unfortuante, but she did not arrive so early. den went to my dept, kana scold by carole cuz my bao yu wasn't tally, but it was tally, jus tat i wrote it on another page. den after tat, told carole abt my locker. she called security and they changed for me a new locker. but da locker was somewhere near my locker. so no choice. haf to remember a new set of no. haiz... den working is okay... haf my break wif pei mei, may tian and jac. hahah... they haf to wait for me, as i'm at lvl 1. lvl 1 was having long queue. den so no choice. den after tat continued to work until v.late... closing was like a hell man. non stop lor..

4th jan. another working day for me. at normal counter. but was quite fun, cuz gt zhong ming and wari. da rest of them not working lor... so I was at counter 3 & 6. quite bu xi guan, cuz v.long nv kana normal counter le. den haf lunch wif zhong ming n jac lor...

5th jan. schooled-day. went to sch and haf a bit of fun wif my classmate. haha... has not been meeting them for 2 wks or so le lor... den after schwent to jurong point to meet may tian. haf our lunch-cum-dinner at kopitiam. ate ban mian, but da mian is quite hard lor... den shop around jurong point. den jiu went home le.

shall continued nxt time...

went to countdown with zaidi, kaien, charmaine, jonathan, zhong ming, ya guo.

2008-12-30T09:45:00.002+08:00

well, very long nv blog le, dun wan to blog abt all those sad thing. sad things will only make me cry.

I promise my friends tat I will b brave & stand proudly in front of them. There's nothing, me, KERLYN CHEONG cannt do. U wan to try me, come on & test me. I believe I've changed... but it's up for time to prove it.

Anyway, shall update on wad I have been doing...

Went to sentosa once wif Sharon, Sharo's bro, Amanda, Amanda's sis's friend, Shuyi, Shuyi's dear & weiqiang. wahahha... quite an enjoying event, but some events turn out to make it not so nice, but overall, we had great time.

Had my family chalet on da 20th to 21th. I brought may tian along. wahaha... had lots of fun, though we lost something, but I found it in da end... hahahaha.... miracle man... den haf gift exchanged and yin's got my gift! so fun sia... den everything was nice lor... so was da bbq!

wahaha... I went to JB wif shuyi, sharo, jenny & benard lor... quite enjoying in jb. meet up wif calvin once at jb, den da 2nd time is he saw me and he give me a whack on my head. damn bloody painful. but kinda missed him lor, cuz he's a nice guy. though we break for nearly 1 yr, but our friendship is still as close as ever. I believe he's a guy tat understand mi lor. no matter who I changed to, he will still crack jokes wif me & make me laugh. hahaha... went there twice, 1 on 22 dec and 1 on 29 dec. wahahaha... den on 29th, me & benard had our hair cut at da salon which shuyi, sharo & jenny make their hair. haha... I think my look gt changed a bit, but benard definately got... and I think his new hair style is nice lor. den we all go walk walk and had a v.nice dinner at JB!

hehe... den yday went drinking at beer belly. I was wif Sharo, Shuyi, Benard, Louis, Elva, Benny. had loads of fun yday, esp singing & bottom-ing up. da joy has no word to describle lor... haha... left there quite late, cuz we drank until 6 plus morning... I vomitted once, but I think i'm rather sober now, with jus 3hrs of slp. wahaha... but at here, I realli wan to praise tis super lady. she's none other than Sharo. Though she's da youngest among us, she take care of me & shuyi lor.... den her drinking stamina was damn bloody hell good lor. wow... no words to describle her lor. hehe... den she still can send me home la... isn't she powerful? and aso shuyi la... her singing was damn gd lor. i bet those who hear me sing, they rather close their ears. wahahaha...

as for working in c4... I jus had great time lor. for da past wk, my counter was all those weird counter, even today, at atrium lor... so bloody hell sianz lor... I dun like, I hate it... but no choice, I have to work. but when I kana CNY booth... it's totally different story. I get to b packer, roller and cashier. wahahha... I did haf a chance to tok to a lot of ppl, like Deevi, Zhongming, Nadia, Morgan, Zaidi, Xixi... hahaha.... I think I'm like working for nth but getting my paid on time. wahahah.. but realli have fun man! I dun noe how to say, but I mus say tat i reali enjoy working in c4. hehe...

anyway, photos will b uploaded when I return sch nxt monday!

so see ya!

2008-12-02T11:46:00.003+08:00

I noe I v.long nv update my blog le... But suddenly got da urge to say smth to MR TAY!

Dear, I noe I have been v.unreasonable these few days, always quarrel wif u, bcuz of my lack of security... But nevertheless, I wan to tell u tat... I realli love you a lot.. u r my everything. Tml will b our 2nd anniversary, so I hope can celebrate wif u & my only wish is that both of us can b faithful to each other.

I shall upload da sentosa pic when I got da time...

2008-11-17T13:15:00.002+08:00

erm... shall update on abt tis few days...

Thur was a working day for me... work work & work.... but working is quite okay... cuz not many problems and my supervisor is nice. hahaha... everytime tok abt her bf, she will shy shy de... those shy shy & cute cute de....

Fri was not a sch day... so decided to give dear a surprise, but he too... intended to give mi a surprise, so in da end, no surprise given, cuz we r angry with each other... so we 2 quarrel, until I'm scare.. so cab down to his house... den he give mi a hug hug... and had our lunch at Han's. haha... I wanted to eat there for quite sometimes le, but this time round, we were disappointed with da food... den we left for sim lim tower, to buy material for my project... shop & shop for a few hours lor... but managed to buy something lor... not too bad... den jiu go home, cuz biao jie is waiting for me to haf a chat wif me lor...

Sat was a working day, start work at 11, kana posb counter, so dun realli haf much sale, but managed to haf 10k worth of sale... but it was tiring,.. somemore extended.... so until 11.30pm lor... den cab home with aunty and reach home around 1.30am... haha... quite late lor... den bath le jiu chat wif dear a while... missed him a lot sia...

sun... went to sentosa with dear, shuyi, shuyi's dear, sharo, pei mei, may tian, mike. reach at harbour front at 12.05, pei mei reach le... den me, dear, may tian arrive together lor... den after tat wait for sharo... sharo arrive le, we jiu go meet shuyi and her dear at interchange lor... we had chicken rice... haha.. da chicken rice is quite nice lor... den we all drink sugar cane... haha... den we jiu go giant and buy some tibbits, drink to picnic in sentosa... den we train to there... quite fun... take a lot of pic... den we jiu play, play vball and go into da sea... but dear dun wan to go into da sea lor... quite disappointed in him... cuz at 1st, only me, shuyi n her dear in da sea, den they 2 super-loving lor... so envy, den drag dear down.. .but he dun wan... but nvm , sharo acc me... sharo is so cute lor... her chubby face realli brighten up my day, so was shuyi lor... shuyi is superb cute when her dear was around... her voice is superb cute de lor... hahaha... den after tat mike come down n join us... but somehow, everytime I go sea, my leg's muscle will cramp de lor... this time more serious... den dear try to cheer mi up, but I ignore him(bad kerlyn), den he jiu angry... and went to sit at da rock... I climb up da rock, but after tat i dun noe how to climb down, so dear piggy-back me... his piggy-back is v.nice lor... hao enjoying... den we jiu join da rest and eat... somehow I was enjoying da picnic cuz I was lying on dear ma... haha... almost fall asleep, cuz v.comfortable lor... den my hand itchy le... drag dear to play vball wif me... haha... hao hao wang wor... soon everyone jiu start to play together... hehe... we realli enjoyed ourself... at 5, we go bath... but da washroom is full of ppl, so bath in da public... haha... bath le jiu head to vivo to find sandy and her guy-friend... den we had our dinner at long john sliver... nt nice and not worthwhile... go read shuyi's blog for more detail abt how sickening it is... hahaha... den we chat chat and go home... dear send mi home lor... and again... I sleep on his shoulder again... haha... his shoulder is like a pillow to me, n his tummy was like a bloster for me... hehehe... den reach home jiu slp, but b4 slping, dear told me something v.nice... hehe...

muackz to dear dear

2008-11-13T11:11:00.012+08:00

erm... update on wad I do this few days

tue meet up with dear & wari at wari's sch(clementi ITE), which is close to me lor... den we 3 went to mr prata and had our dinner!!! I ordered a cheese thosai and ice tehtarik, den dear ordered a maggie roti with ice milo, wari ordered something complicated, look nice but he say taste tat
nice... ya... he aso ordered a bandung, but da bill come out is a bit werid.... den after tat we head to plaza sing to buy mike's present, but in da end, jenny was da 1 buying... cuz at where, we were toking to shuyi, sharo, hidayah... wahaha... listening to shuyi's talk is a joy, cuz she will make da whole conversion v.funny n her asmatha attack! hahaha... den chat until 10.30pm... but it was too late for dear to send mi home lor... so I bus-ed home alone! but it's okay... cuz I love to sleep on bus! but somehow, aunty mandy called me and chat abt my case... chat wif her a while only... den get back to my sleep... den at boon lay, transfer 174 to bus 99 lor... hehe.... quite fun... and da gd thing is tat... daddy nv nag at me, cuz he noe I in a foul mood...
not
wed was a bz day.
I was lectured by mr low. he keep asking mi to drop my dp and concentrated on my overload module lor... so my mood is damn bad... and dun noy y my tears always drop de lor... den my classmate aso noe wad he toking to me... but lucky I haf practical at 3, den jiu go for it... at peem practical, I dun noe wad to do, except to follow blindly... realli blindly, den in da end, it's jus a copy work. so copy my word... and of cuz gt edit la... if not da stupid np rule... den after tat dear come n fetch me. had our breakfast-lunch-dinner in sch. We ate at my sch... think we eat quite a lot... 2 set of japanese meal plus tofu. den I eat dessert and dear eat 2 pancake. haha... and da reason y we eat in sch

cuz I wan to let dear try np food and aso... it's raining cat & dog... wahahhaa... so after tat we go plaza sing to meet shuyi, sharo, maytian, jac and a guy(tat I dunno) well... me & dear each bought a pair of shoe... mine was $14.95, dear was $29, nearly can buy 2 pair sia... den after tat we jiu head to mike's place to celebrate his 31st bday! wahaha... den on

train, me, sharo and shuyi was busy taking pic lor... had a lot of fun at it... den at mike's place, we haf loads of fun... we play n chat lor... so fun... playing heart-attack is da most crazy thing ever lor... I get 2 wins!!! hehee... so happy!

shall upload all da pic!

tue pic!

1st pic: me and Wari
2nd pic: dear's looking at his food
3rd pic: me & wari with dear's hand
4th pic: wari
5th pic: dear

Wed's pic

1st & 2nd pic: Sharo & me
3rd pic: Sharo & managment

1st pic to 5th pic: Shuyi & me
6th pic: me & mike
7th pic: me & wari
8th pic: Wari

me & mike

1st pic: Jac & me
2nd pic: dear & may tian
3rd pic: dear & me

1st pic: mike
2nd pic: me & dear
3rd pic: me
4th pic: Shuyi

see~ our shuyi is so.... cute

1st pic: mike's bday cake
2nd pic: Shuyi
3rd pic: dear

1st pic: Nadia, me, Dear & Wari
2nd pic: May Tian & me

2008-11-11T02:09:00.003+08:00

feeling super down now... I wanna kill him, tat bastard who ruin my life... I realli hate it... I wan to stop thinking abt tat thing, but I can't... Da more I wan to run away from it, da more he contact me, making mi think abt tat problem. Da more I wan to run away from it, da more my parents wan to say... yes, my ex is realli a bastard. HBH is realli a bastard. I realli hope everything would come to a end of it... I dun wan to tok abt it anymore. can u jus bloody hell let mi get over this matter and stop rubbing oil against it? I had enough of all these. I dun noe how long I can take... but I hope as long as I can leave. I almost jus my own hands to whack my own parents... they can't jus stop. I even beg them to stop toking abt it... but y can't their mouth jus stop abt it? who is da most xin ku one here? n y u jus like to rub my sad memories with oil la? can I jus b alone? I realli cannt take it too much of all these.... I realli feel like dying, feel like jus commiting some stupid thing and get myself out of these cruel world... I need a new life... I wan to start everything again... I dun like my parents, seriously hate them at times... I wan to live on my own... can anyone jus save me from here?

2008-11-10T13:20:00.001+08:00

well.. have been working for tis wkend... n yes, it's a full shift... quite tiring... but nevertheless, it's enjoying... hahaha... has been on da shortage list... mus b careful abt my money le... hehe... nth much to comment!

cya

2008-11-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

well...

this blog is purely for my silly boi... MR TAY POH HENG!

dear, thanks for ur winnie da pooh. it's realli v.cute & v.huggy! we haf been together for 1mth & 4 days le... he has been treating me v.v.gd... always let mi eat wad I wan(though he gt complain I'm a fussy eater)... den always endure my temper... haha... da best thing abt him is tat... when I fall asleep on bus, he's shoulder is always da 1 I lend on.

dear, jus wanna tell u tat though I nv say u r gd-looking b4, but in my heart, looks doesn't count. I love da way u look at me when u say I do silly thing, love da way u called mi silly gal... love da way when I bully u, u nv fight back. love da time when we spend together, wheather it's at park, esplande, vivo or anyway. jus love chatting wif u and eating smth, da time is realli v.enjoying. I noe my temper is not tat gd, esp tis wk... and I noe u endure abt it for v.long le. always let mi pinch and whack u... xin ku ni le... I aso wanna let u noe tat u take pic v.cute la

dear, I noe u r younger than me, and sometimes I hope I'm da 1 protecting u instead of u protecting mi... I noe I shouldn't feel bad abt our age gap, but somehow I can't help it... I dun noe y.... but this is my feeling... I hope I can haf more confident esp on da other matter... jus hope tat u will give me some times to overcome all that... and lastly, I love you!

2008-11-06T11:41:00.002+08:00

well... super no mood now...

jus feel tat poly life sux... my diploma is so near yet so far... it's jus a design project, yet I can't cope wif it well... I realli need help in my dp, but it's all nt tat nice... a project tat I dun realli like to do. I realli feel like quiting... quitting np for good... I hate to stay here and rot... I wan to get a job out there...

2008-11-01T00:14:00.003+08:00

erm... abt 5 days nv blog le... so here it goes...

wed skip sch b4 nv wake up... kana warning from teo ming tat... but it's okay.. who care abt him.
anyway, dear fetch mi frm home on wed, went to my house nearby coffee-shop and eat. dear had eaten b4, so acc mi eat lor. order ban mian, rojak and po pia. haha... cuz dying to eat and of cuz ice-lemon tea for me and ice milo for dear. den while eating, our drinks come and 1 of my coin drop into my ban mian... so dear and me was laughing all da way. haha... after tat we go temple and pray pray, den jiu go sembawang and find shuyi. since we reach there early, dear and mi go this fashion to see-see-look-look. I saw a dress tat I wanna to wear it on this coming sun's dinner. so went on and try it. it look nice on it, but too bad, no money to buy it. so haf to wait lor. den shuyi come le... we 3 jiu go mos burger to drink, slack and chat. wahaha... nice to chat wif shuyi. den after tat jenny come and aso shuyi's dear come. so 5 of us jus chat chat, and after tat they 3 go play aracade den me and dear go walk walk. den jiu haf dinner at kfc. haha... again... after tat dear send mi home... so sweet of him rite...

thur was not realli a good day for me... fall sick in sch, den slp in sch for 2hours. after tat dear come fetch me,hoping I can bank in my cheque. so went to c4 to collect my cheque from cc. den rush down to uob to cash in my cheque, but unfortuantely, it's close... so haf to wait until fri den can get lor. den head back to c4, meet shuyi and maytian... den we 4 go slack slack at plaza sing, den around 10, stomach start grumbling at us, so head back to c4 and buy sushi to eat lor. den after tat I feel sicky, so i go home and fall asleep immediately

fri... went to polyclinic at 11am, but tis time I was lucky... dun realli need to wait tat long to c a doc lor... so overall I took 1hr and 4 mins to c a doc. consider fast, cuz normally I need to wait at least 2hours to complete da consultation plus collecting my medicine. doc say tat I haf ulcer infection lor, tat's y I got fever and I feel giddy. den after tat I meet dear at suntec city, but I went marina square to cash in my cheque. so meet dear at posb to haf my money bank in. hehe... den since i get my paid, I treated dear to jack's place and he nag like hell lor... but not tat ex, only 15 bucks for 2 person, cuz we order 2 student meal. den we go far east, hoping to find a dress tat I like, but cannt find! so around 7, we decided to head down to this fashion at plaza sing, cuz there's a dress tat me & dear realli like. but however, over there, though we saw da dress tat we like, but da size dun haf, so go down to sembawang to buy it. haha... finally bought it and I was so happy... thx dear for acc me to buy tis dress lor... 25 bucks only, so consider not bad. den jiu go home, cuz it's 10pm le

sat... it was a working day for me. reach plaza sing at 11, cuz need to buy some gift for dear, bought his zippo lighter and had it engraved den aso buy him 3 shirt... cuz he realli dun haf any shirt lor. den jiu start work. at level 1.. quite sianz... cuz early in da morning kana nag by carole... not a good day for me. den to make it worst, all my close c4-mates r not working or working at b2. torture for me sia... den nvm lor... my packer is so suck... and my float is shortage for around 10 plus(3.30 for double scan). den I was wondering y lor, cuz I hardly gt shortage over 2 bucks de lor... den meet dear for lunch n during my break... haha.. shuyi was wif us during my 2nd break.... den we chat n chat... but lucky level 1 supervisor is quite friendly tat day... and aso quite cute lor. but there's smth tat I dun like lor... tis stupid cashier which I realli hate... called jt. she was at counter 6(I was at counter 8), den got tis potate which I think da code is 427, so when she ask me(she nv ask properly and v.rude) abt da code, I jus say 427. den she ask mi again whether it's 426 or 427. plz lor... if u noe, den jus type which 1 u prefer lor. den in da end, she key in 427, which is wrong and complaint to da supervisor lor... so freaking idolt lor... but lucky da supervisor ignore her... I think a lot of ppl dun realli like her lor. den after tat c4 extended to 11.30pm, but she was nt extended. wahaha... den cab home wif nadia

sun... meet dear at 10, but he was late, so meet at 11. den we go to jurong east to do my facial. I though it was take 1 hour, but take 2hours instead... den dear jiu fall asleep lor. so funny n cute rite... den we go eat at pasar malam... haha... we 2 enjoyed it v.much lor. den jiu head back to jurong point to buy something... :P den jiu go home, cuz at nite need to attend a distant relative dinner. but my parents nag at me lor...so ke lian rite... but da dinner at at a 5 star hotel, but den, da dinning deco r nice, but nt tat food....

wahahah...

anyway now is 3rd NOV!!!

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO DEAR!!!!

I <3>

muackz

2008-10-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

so freaking fed up now... woke up late... and aso v.tired... so dun intend to go to sch... but I realli regret it. cuz at 11am, my mum jus switch off my fan and dump all my thing out of da house. so wad my room is in da mess? doesn't mean u have da right to dump all my thing rite? realli fed up abt her. she sux man! I take money from my dad she aso wan to nag... den complain I buy tis, I buy that... so freaking nagging lor... cannt stand her lor!!! I realli hate her. to her, i'm jus nth... jus hope tat I can move out soon!